from her soul..

entry's mode: raayaa

2009-09-28T07:11:00.000-07:00

salam aidilfitri..

oh, ampun ya ibu2 n dan bapak2 sekalian
sedia maklum
saya lagi bz dengan pelbagai urusan
tue yg x menyempat nak hapdate blog selalu
ngee~

oke, today is 24th September 2009
the 5th raya
and i'm already in Kangar, Perlis
whatthefroggg?
cam nk nangis mase naik bas mlm td
*sob*

em, nak bercerita psl pengalaman balik raya arie 2
sila sediakan apa2 yg patut eh *wink*
oke, tiket balik raya sepatutnya jam 11.15 pg
bersamaan pada hari khamis iaitu 17hb Sept 2009
tapi kan kwn2..
tunggu punye tunggu
bas bertolak jam 12.30 tghari
oke, sabau lagi nie
tapi!!
bas tersebut bukan bas ekspress yer
sebalik nyer adalah

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BAS PERSIARAN

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damn!
seat dia x yah nak ckp la kan
10 jam bai!!
tue belum ++ dengan jam bagai
alahai..
tp xper, nak balik raya punyer pasal
i sanggup
em, dalam 5 min dlm bas
terus keluarkan kitab tebal
'new moon' by stephanie meyer
yang dipinjam khas dari cik a'a
tgh syok2 baca kitab
tibe2 dgr ringtone msg kuat giler
tut!
ringtone dimatikan
selang 2 min, ringtone jahanam tue bunyi lagik!
pergh!
time tue dah mula x sedap duduk dah
tinjau punya tinjau
rupe nyer minah belakang punya handset
dlm 5 min kemudian
i dengar suara org menyanyi
lagu per?

lagu DANGDUT oke!

suara dia kuat giler
tuan punye handset yang ringtone msg dia kuat giler td yg nyanyi
dah la pakai baju kurung
siap goyang2 kaki lagik
adeh..
i raser cam nak suruh perempuan tue diam jea
tp, relax faza..
puasa kan??
*phew*
then, utk menyedapkan hati
i pun berdoa dlm hati
mintak2 minah belakang nie stop nyanyi dan slow kan ringtone msg dia
nasib baik doa termakbul
amin.

er, tgh asyik dok baca kitab
mata plak tibe2 mengantuk
so, i pon peluk la kitab tue
jd cam bantal bucuk
x berapa lama kemudian
tibe2 bas berhenti
whatthehell is going on??
bas rosak kah?
wawawa
driver bas suruh kitorg turun
i tgh blur2 pon turun la skali
nampak diorng sume amik luggage msg2
gie kat bas lagi satu
i mean there is another bus in front of us
a real express bus
thank God!!

i've choose a single seat
what a comfy
yay!!
continue with reading the kitab
untill my eyes feel sleepy once again

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10 hours gone
still x sampai lagi
berbuka dlm bas
berbekal kan snickers + 2 biji karipap semalam + air mineral
*sob*
traffic jam kat sg. buloh and seremban
around 10.30 sampai MC
msg-ing hubby
dia dah sampai MC
siap belikan Mc'D
thanx dear..

in order waiting for k. ain to fetch me up
i makan Mc'D ngan dia
he looks more 'man' than ever
i mean with those muscles
yeah, 8th years in relationship with him
i've see him growing up
hehehe
then, around 11.15 pm k.ain pon sampai
off to paklong's house

i've stay at paklong's house till the 2nd day of raya
on the 2nd day raya, i went to ibu's village at Alor Gajah
u know what?
i've got fever + cold from my makcik
wawawa
till today, i've still got it

on 3rd day raya, i went back to paklong's house again
on 4th raya, saya ber-dating ngan hubby
heheheh
here are some pitchas
buat pencuci mata
ngee~

ber-posing smbil rendam kaki..wee~

geli-geli

ini bukan candid. heh

menu wajib time dating

sila abaikan perut ittew. ngee~

actually x suke pon kuih bangkit..
tp opah pakse gak angkut bwk blk..hoho..

p/s- maaf coz pic ber-dating lebih byk daripada pic raya. *blink-blink*

PERHATIAN: entry ini telah ditaip oleh penulis sejak 3 hari yg lalu. disebabkan ader masalah2 teknikal, ia terpaksa ditangguhkan. harap maklum.

mwamwa*wink*

fall in love with the charming vampire~

2009-09-07T20:05:00.000-07:00

salam n hi sayangss..

the last 2 days i've do nothing other than 'liburan' myself
haihh
pardon me =(
although i don't have so much works to do
but still, there is works i need to take care of
the FYPss things
every second when i remembered the works
automatically the face of my SV will appear in my head
what a scarry
thank God today is holiday
so, i'll recover the 'liburans' with settling my works

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and yesterday i've been watched twilight
for my 1st time
yeah, it will sounds 'old skool'
and u know what?
it is the 1st time i've watched it
and then i repeat it again at nite
means i did watched it 2 times in 1 day
hahahaha

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honestly, i've fall in love with that gorgeous-vampire
it is not because his handsome or his boyish looks
but the way his characters is
it is so sweet
if i'm bella
yeah, i'm also not afraid with the vampire like that
*ngee*

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oh edward~

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oh yeah
yesterday, my classmate n i went to Putra Brasmana Hotel
located in Kuala Perlis
to break our fast
the foods is not bad though
suitable with the price rm19.90 for each person
and the event will not complete without drama-ing with the camera!!
*wink*

here are the pitchas ^_^

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the tissue~

the girls

the people with full stomach *wee*

the yummy cuppies

p/s- am counting the day to go back hometown. can't wait!! *yay!*

aku,'skrol ajaib' dan tiket raya

2009-09-02T11:23:00.000-07:00

hi peeps!!

oh, sekarang nie setiap entry dah hampir seminggu++ baru nak update
maaf yer
ke-sibuk-kan sering melanda *blink*
anyway, there is no interesting event last week
just i've a looong weekend
3 hari cuti meh *yay!!*

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aina semakin sihat
but ibu x bagi dia keluar rumah sangat
atas nasihat doktor
*phew*
and tiap2 kali msg ibu
tanya ibu masak lauk apa
dengar lauk2 yang best2 jea
masak itu..aisya nak makan..
masak ini..dila nak makan..
oh!! i'm jealous ok!!
since habis sekolah x dapat puasa kat rumah
hasilnya, tiap2 hari berbuka dengan nasi bungkus
nasib anak di perantauan
*cehh*

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oh, yeah!
last week sangat busy
too much assignments
lab reportsss
FYP's thingss
oh, cepat la masa berlalu
really pengen itu 'skrol ajaib'
em, bila lihat senior2 yang dah konvo
tiba2 hati melonjak2 kegirangan
yelah, next year my turn plak yg melompat sakan dengan jubah besar tu
amin

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cakap pasal masa berlalu
the time flies so fast actually
today is 12th Ramadhan already
16 days to go people
tiket balik kampung udah selamat dibeli
tarikh keramatnya 17hb Sept
serius x sabar nak balik Melaka
this time, straight away go to rumah paklong
beraya kat sana
so, for sure raya nanti jadi baby-sitter
heheheheheheh
balik kampung..oh..oh..balik kampung..
oke, enuff *wee*
and guess what?
tiket Melaka-Kangar pun dah siap dibeli
it's him who bought it for me
on 24th Sept
haihh. awal giler balik Kangar
what to do meh, tiket nada

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this week agak relax sikit
yeah, still got workss need to do
but i'm still ok with it
just hari nie otak agak tegang sikit
7 hours straight
from 8 am - 3 pm
summore with quiz + test + lab test
serius, biler sampai rumah
kepala agak keneneng
at last terus pengsan for half an hour
hohoho

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tomorrow got another test
the last one for 'test 1'
wish me luck darlss

flying kiss~

p/s- x sempat nak beli kebaya utk baju raya. next year la nampak nyer. *sigh*

mwamwa*wink*

my mid term holiday in the hospital

2009-08-23T17:10:00.000-07:00

salam n hi dear..

my life in a mess.seriously people. i'm drowning rite now. *help*
well, i'm safely in my bed rite now
what i am going to do?
of course la hupdate blog nie kan?
hehehe..

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date: 10 August 2009
occasion: surprise party for cik anis's 22nd birthday
people in crime: me + kila + koyum + alimin + nazrin + birthday women *ops!*

here are the pitchas

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birthday women and her cake

the cheese cake

the dishes

pieces of cake for the birthday women

people in crime

people in scene: kila + anis + me
MIA: dee

date: 14 August 2009
occasion: emergency going back to KL

here is the story

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actually, i've already bought my Kangar-KL's ticket on Sunday morning
but, suddenly i've got a phone call from my mum that my lil' sis aina was charge into the hosp
due to her fever that did'nt recover about in 2 weeks
summore, my mum said doctor was ready to take aina's 'air sum-sum tulang'
damn!
it's freaking me out
on the spot, 1 of my house-mate
rempit-ed me to the Kangar bus station
i've bought Kangar-KL's ticket
and sold the next Sunday's ticket
*phew*
thanx has
the 'scene' was really 'drama'
hahahaha

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on Saturday morning
about 4 a.m i've arrived at Puduraya
God knows how the scene going on
and thank God that there is a lot of people walk-around in Pudu
not so many, but still they are there
i've waited my dad
about 5.30 a.m he is arrived
we are go straight to the hosp
i've used my dad's 'green card'
the pass for the parents to enter the ward
and it's valid for 24 hours *wee*
i've seen her
only God knows how's my feeling
my heart had ripped out since the second i saw her
with all the wires wrapped on her chest
her two feet with needles and tubes
those machines that operate beside her
it's a damn-scary-dream
for a 2 years old girl

here are the pitchas i've snap-ed

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day 3
can't sit properly
she have no energy
only stand for a few sec
zoom in all the wires + tubes 'round her

day 6
look over her own hand
needle?

wanna have one?

day 8
got needle in another hand
the previous one got 'blocked'

day 10
yummy~

in order to do the 'peace' sign

it's delicous. so what?

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since she is admit to the hosp
i need to ulang-alik everyday
the last day i've saw her
she is in a good state
well, at first she got the fever
then my mum had took her to the hosp for check-up
2 times check-up
they said it's nothing to worry about
but until the day she been very weak
which is she only lying where ever she stand
and it was freaking out my mum
my parents took her to the hosp
the doctor had took her blood
and she was suspected have dengue
but!!
when her blood's result came out
i's not dengue
they can't figure out what she is suffer
her blood pressure always in a low state
which is very unnormal
then, the doctors want to take her 'air sum-sum tulang'
but was cancelled
because of her low BP
day by day
she is recover
the 'air sum-sum tulang' things
get cancelled

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now, she already can sing a song
dance all around her bed
got her 'selera makan' back
her tummy become 'bulat' once again
although she keep crying when ever the mighty-antibiotic go through her vein
yeah, i'm glad she is ok rite now

thank God

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oh!!
the general hospital (HKL) was very busy
there a lot people and cars!!
one day, they might be build the traffic light within the hosp
hahahaha

i'm relief about her
but!!
i'm not relief yet about my works
there a loadsssss
of things need to settle down

assignmentss
FYPss
tomorrow got TEST!!

seriously, i need more oxygen nowadays people

p/s- he came to the hosp on 16 August. we have a nice chit-chat and lunch. love is beautiful.

mwamwa*wink*

busy~

2009-08-07T15:52:00.000-07:00

hi sayangs..

oh, it's been a while since my last update
my life is getting a lil' bit busy this semester
(final year la katakan..wek!!)
so, how's ur life guys?
much better than yesterday?
hope so huh..

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time flies so fast people
we are in August already
oh, i just can't resist the last year's August memory
i'm the one of the busy-est people
(er, really???)
since i was one of the MPPs
it was made my life in a mess
but!!
the messy-er, the merrier
hahahahah

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i'm still remember the last 2 semesters
i've been busy with the convocation's things
there are so many tasks in my hand
a special gratitude to all my friends
who are willing to help me
help me to calm down in order to finish the works
oh yeah, i wanna tell u something that might be worst
as a student
em, i've made the Friday as my 'working day'
yeah, which is i've skipped an hour lecture
thank God there is no lab session on Friday
it's all to settle all my appointments with the schools' teachers
u know what, i've done the appointment with headmasters actually
oh my..what ever it is
i need to handle it
thanks a lot to my dear friend
anis salwa ahmad
who are always accompanied me went to those schools
*hugs*

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oh!!
we are going to have the fasting month in about 2 weeks everyone
i'm just so excited
but, i did not fully recover my last fasting month yet
ohhh..

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em, tonite my class mate and i
will have our dinner at pizza hut
oh, i just can't wait to grab the delicious piece of it
*gulp*
faza, calm down.
ok, this week my schedule will kind a 'pack'
need to do some revision for my studying
because i've got 2 papers to settle down next week
and i need to further a lil' bit far away
for my FYP

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it's not easy to get the Bachelor (Hons) Computer Eng. though
wish me luck then.

flying kiss~

p/s- i'll be home in the next week.really hope can meet him.

mwamwa*wink*

laziness~

2009-07-27T23:28:00.002-07:00

hi peeps!!

well, as u know
i'm in bed rite now
still got 1 day free holiday due to the $%# virus
do not know what to do
act, i do have a lot of works
the FYP of course, the tutorials..
need do some notes of the subjects
but still
the 'rhythm' just not come in
haihh..
the 'laziness' beyond the words people
what am i doing all this morning?
just doing some 'rubbish' stuff
do facebook-ing
do friendster-ing
review gossip girl season 1
OMG!!!
plz! some one help me
help me to throw out all these crap things
gagagagagagaga

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and yes!
today is a raining day
which is make me feels much more lazy
more over with the gloomy atmosphere
filling in my day
it's just make my eye feel wanna close and cover up my body
with the bloody-comfortable comforter

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ooh
the rain was a blessing from God
do not blame the rain though
it's me who are lazy without any excuse
need to be blame for it
err,
suddenly i feel hungry
i just brewed a campbell's soup this morning for my breakfast
seems it can't stand no longer
i'm hungry already
need do some thing to fill my tummy
em, curry maggi may be..
hahahaha

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updated: 20.56

actually, after i wrote all the things above
i ate my maggi
and then do some notes on my Operating System subject
hehehehhe
well, on the evening
i went to 'mak anjang'
the most famous stall in our residential college
got 'nasi goreng kampung' as the main dish
the fried rice was so yummy
i always love the dishes at 'mak anjang'
cheap + a lot + yummy
i likeeeeee!!

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just now, i've got information from 1 of my course mate
he said class for Dr. Ong was cancelled
60% - happy
40% - blurgh
but still
the 'happy' more than 'blurgh' though

em, got something to do people
due to my FYP's things
till the next post ya..

p/s- actually, i'm in strictly on diet. only take carb once a day.wish me luck. *blink*

mwamwa*wink*

being quarantine~

2009-07-27T00:44:00.001-07:00

hello darlssssss..

lame giler x hapdet kan?
bukan nyer aper..
internet kat area kolej kediaman nie cam tuttutut sket
so, kena redo jea la..
so, how's life everybody?
mine?
oohh..it's been a long story darls..
yela, name pon dah lame x hapdet kan..
hikhikhik

oke, here are my events for the last 3 weeks:

went to jitra mall
with kila + koyum + alimin
had a fabulous day
went to watch transformers
had karaoke
and we had bowling game!!
best gilerr~

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last 2 weeks,
me and my housemates
went to Alor Star Mall
we had watched the Ice Aged
had our dinner at Kuala Perlis
seafood.. *yummy*

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and last week,
i've joined the 'Kem Kepimpinan Pengawas 2009'
as Facilitator
so tired meh
because it's been a long time not join in the camp like so
*phew*
but still, thanx for the experience
being a faci
it's not an easy job though
need to patient with the school-kid behavior
hahahah
and!!
before we off to home
we had watched Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince at Alor Star Mall
wee~

the school-kiddo in my group

-kila sms-ing
- emi being surroundded by the admirers *wink*
- me, in 'gumuk' shape *OMG*

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and last Saturday
me and my course mate had bbq at abg adun's fruit farm
besh wooo..
bakar 3 ekor ayam
i gigih perap and bakar ayam2 tue
dah la panas terik time tue
memang menguji ketahanan fizikal n mental
at last
lebih kurang pukul 3.30pm bru dpt mkn
tp, serius berbaloi segala keringat
after bedal ayam bakar
kitorg pergi naik dusun plak
1st time mkn rambutan yg dipetik dari pokok
mkn durian - 2 ulas dah cukup
and..mkn buah langsat!!
nasib baik langsat nyer manisss
harapan jea nk bwat FYP arie 2..
last2, gie ber-bbq kat dusun
pardon me!! *blink2*

-we were trying to fit 5 people in 1
-climb up the 'dusun'

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oh yeah!!
the fucking-virus ---> H1N1 had been spread in UniMAP!!
we had been quarantine already
plus, no water supply in all over residential college
wtf!!!

p/s- u know what?i've gained 4 kg for the last 6 months.feel too gumuk rite now. blimey!!

mwamwa*wink*

perbedaan itu..

2009-07-11T00:21:00.000-07:00

hi there,

sebenarnya tidak tahu nak taip apa
tapi hati ini rasa hendak menaip juga
oh yeah!!
aku mahu bercerita mengenai kisah hidup 3 tahun yang lalu dan kini
perbedaannya

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dahulu
aku tidak mempunyai komputer riba atau nama manjanya 'laptop'
oleh itu, setiap kali jika ada kerja yang perlu dibereskan
aku terpaksa membuat 'muka tebal 3 inci' di hadapan teman-teman
untuk meminta ehsan mereka
dan aku sangat beruntung kerana dikelilingi mereka-mereka yang amat memahami
sama juga dengan penggunaan internet
jika tiada 'laptop'
mana mungkin boleh melayari internet
jadi, jika aku mahu membuka alam maya friendster
aku juga terpaksa meminta ehsan mereka yang pemurah ini
jasa kalian amat aku hargai

tetapi kini
aku sudah mempunyai 'laptop' aku sendiri
kabel internet aku sendiri
dan yang paling penting
aku boleh 'online' di atas katil aku sendiri
ini semua bagaikan mimpi di siang hari
syukur kepada Tuhan
diatas segala rahmat yang telah diberikan
semoga hidup kita terus dilimpahi rahmatnya
amin

p/s- miss my lil' bro n sis damn much!!

phew~

2009-07-08T13:13:00.000-07:00

hi u0llss..

owh..it's been a long time i didn't update my blog..
jadi blogger murtad jap time holiday arie tue..heheh
anyway? what's the story guys?
i'm in perlis rite now
come back to my old life as a full time student *phew*
and guess what?
on the 1st day lecture, we already got Final Year Project (FYP) breifing
my lecturer had warn us to be more focus on this year
he said it's more better have no 'properly social life'
like have no 'mengelinjang' event
eww..how am i suppose to do it??
even though this state have no any interest at all
but still, my friends and i still know how to enjoy ourselves

is it mean that i'll loose my 'life'??
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oh yeah!! this year i've got my roomate
her name is jocelyne
since i've got a junior in my tiny room
my old bed had neen replaced with the double decker bed
for the 1st time
i don't like it..because it's just like a school-kid gal
but then, suddenly i felt that it's not bad though
hahaha
and!! the 1st two nite i'm in here
i just can't sleep
those nightmare kept mingle in my mind *damn*
but since the 3rd nite and onwards
thank God..i can sleep better that two days before *phew*

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actually, i do have another class this 3pm-4pm
need to prepare for it people!!

cherios~

p/s- just feel like home..

mwamwa*wink*

holiday~

2009-06-15T06:05:00.000-07:00

hi sayangss

rindu i x? *ngee*
ampun ya..
coz x dpt nk hapdet slalu
actually i kat MYDIN MALL MITC
kt sini ader wifi oke
ewww..sgt suke
akk sedara gie shopping kt dlm MYDIN
tp i ngan cuzzie yg lain sibuk gune wifi kt food court nie ha..
gigih oke bwk laptop!!
hahahahah

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last week ader kenduri aqiqah + birthday party cik comey zurin arissa
merangkap anak buah i

erm, let's the pic speak oke

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chocolate indulgence by secret recipe *yummy*

baby arissa with her momma

zurin arissa~

me with the birthday baby gurl

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oh yeah!!
last wednesday we (with my cuzzie) went to A Famosa
saje jea nk bawak anak buah meronggeng
hehehehe
here are the pitchas

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quick update

2009-06-05T12:35:00.000-07:00

hello darls..

here are some my quick update..

presentation: semua berjalan lancar. amin.

actually, tgh lepak kt starbuck nie. sambil tgu bas nk blk melaka tanah air tercinta kul 1 kang
arie nie k.eida kawen (sugar-mummy mse sek. men) hahahah..
so, bergegas la nk blk mlk arie nie
then, trus blk umah paklong
maybe 1-2 mggu kt mlk
mkne nyer >> susah la mau hapdet ini blog
ampun ya.. (cam la ramai sgt yg bce blog nie pon kan???) hahahah

hah!! lats entry kan ckp nk grab sony E K770i kan..
TAPI..x jd bli yg 2 pon..
i grab sony lain..

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cik sony e T700 (xder name lg)

p/s- jam dh kul 12.33 pm. mau lari gie pudu..

mwamwa*wink*

1 day left~

2009-05-28T00:01:00.000-07:00

hi peeps!!

hohohoho
report udah di pos kelmarin
sgt2 hepi *yay!!*

oooh...just now i saw the email from my colleagues in iSentric
they are planning my farewell party tomorrow
suddenly i felt a bit sad to leave this office
yeah, almost 6 months i'm in here
they are nice people and sweet too!!

the moment that i'm waiting for all this time
gonna be over
yeah people, over..

today, 1 of my colleagues had treat me a lunch
thanx arif *wink*

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oke, the story above was typed on yesterday *ngee*

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today's story? here it goes people

well, as i'm told u earlier
my colleagues does have for me a farewell party
we have the KFC as the main course
and.. i've gave them my farewell speech *gagaga*
the 'bittersweet' filling in my day
i'm just can't believe that the 'time' is just around the corner
i feel 60% happy + 40% sad
happy-o-meter more than the sadness though *pardon me*
hahaha. i'm just can't help it

after lunch, i've asked k.nana to bring me to the CIMB
wanna do some money withdrawal
because i'm desperate with it
only got rm1 and a few of penny in the MNG's purse *phew*
oh yeah!! i've got some plan tonite

after work i'll go straight to Midvalley
wanna grab that Sony Ericsson K770i *wee*
and do some shopping maybe
maybe people..hahahaha
after that, i'll go off to my mum's house

and tomorrow i'll take all my things from my maklang's house
i'll off to Perlis on Sunday morning
preparing for my presentation on this 2nd June

oke, got to go people
till the next post ya!!

p/s-- i just can't wait to finish up the presentation session!!

mwamwa*wink*

facts about me

2009-05-26T11:15:00.000-07:00

Name :Nurfazatulakmal bt Mustafa Kamal (as in I.C)
Sisters : 3
Brothers : 2
Shoe size : 5 / 6
Height : 155 cm
Where do you live : KL / Malacca

Have you ever..
Been on a plane : yep
Swam in the ocean : yep. but a long time ago. *sigh*
Fallen asleep at school : always =p
Broken someone's heart : yep. ampun ya..
Fell off your chair : yep. once. hihi..
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : nop. zzzz~
Saved e-mails : yep

What is your room like : my friends said it was 'homey' (my room in uni)
-->must have : a bed, my comforter, all my pillows, sejadah, telekung, my qur'an,my surah yassin, a dustbin, a fan, my tumbler
-->others: my books, my mags, my locker (to store my clothes/make-up), my cute soft toys, BF's and fam's pic frame
What's right beside you : surah yassin =p
What is the last thing you ate : em, my dinner last nite ---> plain rice + fried chicken + asam pedas

Ever had..
Chicken pox : in the end of 2008
Sore throat : yep. when ever i had a high fever
Stitches : on my knee. bukti kenakalan =p
Broken nose : oh my..nop. thank God *phew*

Do you..
Believe in love at first sight : no, i'm not.
Like picnics : yeah..

Who was/were the last person ...
You danced with : with my lil' sib cutey aina
Made you smile : my lil' sibs
You last yelled at : also my lil' sibs. they love challeges my patient *grgrg*

Today, did you ..
Talk to someone you like : nop =(
Kissed anyone : yep. my maklang. before off to work.
Get sick : nop
Talk to an ex : never
Miss someone : him of course =(

Who do you really hate: can't figure out *wonder*

Random..
Is there a person who is on your mind now : him
Do you like your hand-writing : i do =p
Are your toe nails painted : never
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : er, my sibs', my cuzzies', my housemates'
Are you a friendly person : i guess so. hihihi..
Do you have any pets : i used to..but now, naah..
Do you sleep with the TV on : nop
What are you doing right now : answering this stuff
Can you handle the truth : so far, yep. thank God.
Are you closer to your mother or father : my mum i guess
Do you eat healthy : since i love mc'd. simply it's not
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex : he is the first =)
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to: him
Are you loud or quiet most of the time : keep me loud please..
Are you confident : yes

5 things i was doing 10 years ago..

1. took my UPSR? hahaha
2. fell in love with shah rukh khan *giggle*
3. an active girl. a school netball-er
4. learning science is fun!!
5. have a bicycle racing before and after 'sekolah agama'. hahaha..

5 things i would do if I were a billionaire..

1. buy my mum a nice house
2. make sure all my sibs go to university
3. buy my own house. a large/great one of course. =p
4. make bussiness. open up my own IT company
5. send all my fam to Mecca. Amin.

5 of my bad habits..

1. shopaholic
2. hate dirty person
3. choose friends (when i was in school-hood)
4. last minute study *sigh*
5. fierce

5 places i used to live

1. Akademi Laut Malaysia, Melaka
2. Masjid Tanah, Melaka
3. Segambut, Kuala Lumpur
4. Tangkak, Johor
5. Kangar, Perlis

sengal-ing

p/s- 3 days to go people!!

mwamwa*wink*

rambling blings

2009-05-20T20:44:00.000-07:00

hi uOlls,

just wanna rambling a lil' bit today
may i? *ngee*
well, within these 5 months ++ i'm in KL
yeah, i mean enrolling my life in here
suddenly, something got sparked in my mind
that the KL's atmosphere are not suitable to raise a child
eventhough my sibs was raised in here
it seems very clear to me that it's not suitable
seriously people, it's not
yeah, in my own perception
this 'big town' have too much of distractions for the kids

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here in KL
we can see the kids walk-around the mall with their own friends
the average age is around 8-12 years old
hello? the kids are allowed to do so?
weird eh?
yeah, i'm lil' bit 'traditional' when become on this part
kids are not allowed to go to the mall by their own ---> my principal
but some how, it's kind of 'normal' in here
i just can't understand how their parents gave them the green light
in that age, they are too small to do so
i think that's one of the reason why the kids nowadays joining the immoral things
because they know, that their parents will always trust them
we can trust them, but of course not 100% aren't we?
it's better to have some kind of dictator to teach them
because all the manners starting from the early age
need to train them good enuff before let them entering the 'rawks' world out there

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nowadays parents should being aware enuff about their kids
please do so people
for our own goodness
because we will never knew what will happen next
yet, i'm just realized why my late grandpa always used calling me in each 1 hour
whenever i'm outing with my gals
eventhough at that time i'm 18 years old
18 years old people!! hahahaha
at the 1st place, it was annoying
but the rational is, he is just worried about me
yeah, i'm always a little girl in his eyes *ngee*

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oh yeah!!!
today is my mum's birthday

selamat hari jadi ibu *hugs*

we had planning something surprise for her
so, after work i'll go straight to my parents' house

till the next post darls. you'll know you love me. xoxo =p

p/s- craving for soto nasi himpit *gulp*

mwamwa*wink*

that 'phrase'

2009-05-20T15:50:00.000-07:00

sob..sob..sob..

yesterday i had picked up my report

and RM30 safely hand to the tauke

i've imagined that today i'll post my dearest report

in the office

i've found the paper that my lect gave me last time (when he did visited me)

there is a phrase that totally made my heart bumped quickly

lub dup lub dup lub dup

as fast as the superman wanna catch his enemy

then, i've opened the UniMAP's portal

just wanna make sure the 'phrase' is still valid or not

u guess what?

the 'phrase' still VALID!! *damn*

my report has been ready

but unfortunately the hard cover's format is WRONG

OMG!!!

the 'phrase'

is

The main color of the hard cover is black with a color lining on the backbone of the report

according to respective schools

gulp!!!!

mine??

main color is RED!!

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actually i've followed the old format

and this is mean i need to do the new one

some more, need to wait another a week *sh!t*

byebye RM30

*sigh*

moral of the story - update yourself. do read the the directive carefully. haihh

p/s- miss him badly =(

mwamwa*wink*

lala~

2009-05-19T17:48:00.000-07:00

hi darlingssss.. (eww..cam ramai la plak yg bace blog nie kan..hahaha)

ampun coz lambat update *ngee*
last saturday, as the plan ---> cik tipah, cik mar + her BF, me went to Midvalley togeder-geder
the reunion of the 'hot babes' was so fun
even though x cukup korum
but we all x bleh nk 'gelak x hingat dunia' sangat
coz BF cik mar ader.. hahahaha
but, really people
i was FUN!!
we did find the wedding present for our senior merangkap 'sugar mummy' cik tipah
the weeding gonna be held on this 30 May
but, i can't make it
teringin sangat nak tengok k.shida kawen
plus, 1 of my school-mate also got her engagement on the same day
still, i can't make it
hah!! 1 more invitation ---> k.Erwin ex-staff isentric
her wedding also on the same day
haih..cuti sekolah
manyak kenduli ma..
but pity me, my schedule is so damn full on the end of May *sigh*

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tp dalam2 bersuka-ria ader gak duka nyer
sedang kami membeli donut cik big apple
kami dikejutkan dengan berita ---> wallet BF cik mar HILANG!!!
adeh.. maybe wallet nyer tercicir kat surau
but as u know la
surau time2 weekend of coz la 'full house'
and wallet gagal ditemui *redo!!!*
before that incident, we have planned to go to Masjid India
what for? aaaahhh..
jangan ditanya
of coz la nk shopping *wee*
(x sedor diri duit tinggal se-ciput dlm bank)
but, since that incident was complicated
cik mar sarankan kami pergi berdua saja ke Masjid India
at 1st, kitorg macam berat hati gak
but kalo pikir secara rasional
there is nothing that we can do other that they make the police report
so, the conclusion is ---> only me n cik tipah yang mengelinjang di Masjid India

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sampai jea kat sane, kami menjalankan misi yang x berapa nak penting tue..
yg paling byk shopping of coz la cik tipah
i jadi fashion advisor jea *wek!!*
seronok sangat tengok tudung2 kat sana
heaven oke!!!
i yang pd mula nyer x nak membeli
at last tergoda gak ngan makcik jual kain tudung 2 *sigh*
so, habis rm30 for 2 scarfs *ngee*
em, at least we all dah tau maner nak tuju time nk beli baju raya nanti
tahun nie teraser cam nak pakai baju kebaya la plak *errrr*

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after all the agony + fun session in Masjid India
we went home
er, why agony?
because there was so 'ramai giler' org *rimas*
and why fun?
because there are so much things to grab *yay!!*
and i did bought the big apple's doughnuts for my sibs
just imagine how i brought the doughtnuts ke hulu ke hilir from Midvalley to Masjid India
and the kids was so excited with the doughnuts (cam x pernah makan la plak)
hehehehe
the youngest 'hyper' dah bleh bercakap sket
but only a few words
the 1st time i heard her said 'bu' ----> for 'ibu'
the second word was 'x mau'
this time was sounds clearly
siap guna isyarat tangan 'x nak' lg
the other words not clear enough
somehow, she does understand what we are saying
she will do whatever we want her do
for an example, i did asked her to throw the paper into the dustbin in the kitchen
and she did it
oooh..she is soooo cute *hugs her*

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today i'll pick up my report kesayangan from the hard cover shop
hopefully tomorrow i can post it to my uni already
malas nak pegang report tue lama2
and seriously
i just can't wait to finish up my internship
1 week ++ to go people *wee*

p/s- ibu cakap kan..saya kan..dah kurus sket berbanding hari tue *yay!!!*

mwamwa*wink*

sad in me =(

2009-05-15T14:50:00.000-07:00

hi

saya sedih

x tau kenapa

but there is something made me feel like..*damn*

something wrong somewhere

i hate this feeling

seriously

it's make me sick!!

plz God help me to go through all this thing

i know i've made a lot of mistakes

i'm not perfect

i'm not a good girl though

but i'm willing and trying to be the better-me

once again, plz God

do help me

amin

pesanan penaja:

p/s- peace!!

mwamwa*wink*

awards~

2009-05-14T11:32:00.000-07:00

1st award

RULES ;

1.Put this badge in your awesome blog.
2.Award this badge to 10 bloggers whom you think are inspirational and friendly.
3.Make sure you put the recipients’ names here, along with their links.
4.Let them know about this.
5.Don't forget to tell the who give this award and also his links.

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there is one more award

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2nd award

syarat-syarat menerima award ini:

1.Pastikan jantina anda adalah perempuan
2.Copy badge sebagai award anda
3.Nyata 7 sebab kenapa anda bangga menjadi perempuan
4.Pass kan award ini kepada girl-friends anda

this award goes to

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all the girls that mentioned above!!

7 sebab saye bangga jadi perempuan

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1. bisa melahirkan *ngee*

2. boleh melaram bagai

3. tangan yg menghayun buaian, bisa menggoncang dunia~

4. mood swing? it's normal

5. bisa mengalirkan air mata dimana jua

6. can producing the best milk ever --> susu ibu

7. er, shop till drop bleh? *wink*

hahaha

all this stuff i got it from

k.yanie

thanx sis!! *hugs*

oh, this song are soo cute!!

resah tanpamu

sayang aku tahu
kita tak banyak bicara
kau jauh disana
ku menyimpan tanya

sayang aku tahu
kita tak banyak bertemu
namun hanya kamu
yang ada di hati

reff:
jangan sampai kau lukai hatiku
aku resah lalui waktu tanpamu
jangan sampai kau ragukan cintaku
aku takkan membuatmu terluka
meragu… percayalah…

sayang aku mau kita
‘kan slalu menyatu
walau kadang rindu
menyiksa batinku

sayang aku mau
jangan pernah kau meragu
walau aku jauh
hatiku untukmu

jangan sampai kau ragukan cintaku
aku takkan membuatmu terluka
meragu… percayalah…

p/s- don't judge the book by it's cover. oh..the phrase is soooo true!!

saya suke

2009-05-13T17:08:00.000-07:00

heyya!!

setelah memastikan yg berita dari encik otomen adalah sahih belaka ---> hard cover tidak perlu

ada logo UniMAP

saya amat gumbira sampai raser mcm nak melompat jea kt dlm opis nie *ngee*

petang nanti boleh la ke kedai pakcik arie 2

boleh trus bwat hard cover *yabedabeduu*

oh yer, tetiba teringin nak mkn donut jco la plak

cadang nyer mau ker mid selepas kerja nanti

demi cik donut jco *sigh*

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oh tidak!!

kerja giler ini tidak harus diteruskan

cik donut jco bisa diserang pd weekend ini bukan?

hahahah

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till next post darls~

p/s- people love to make their own 'blind' assumption about me. but!! u know what? i don't care even less. wee~

mwamwa*wink*

serabut

2009-05-12T16:38:00.000-07:00

hi all,

hidup tengah kelam-kabut skang

yesterday i went to a photocopy shop to make the hard cover for my INTRA's report

but unfortunately, pakcik kedai said that the UniMAP's logo is hard to make. wth??

i'll accept on whatever it take the cost for it, but still he said it's difficult to make

no matter how difficult it is, i'm his customer and he need to find the solution for it isn't it?

kalo semua kerja nak mudah + senang..haih..pikir sendiri la *damn*

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i got the extension for my internship *yay!*

thank God for it

3 weeks to go to enrolling my life in PJ

even i can't wait o finish all this thing

my schedule for the next month will a lil' bit relax

i've planned to stay at my paklong's house located in Telok Mas, Melaka for the sem break

which is where my opah belong to

sirih pulang ke gagang people

but my true 'gagang' is Masjid Tanah

which seems no longer become my 'gagang' anymore *sigh*

oh, i can imagine my life in the next month

need to get up early in the morning (kat umah paklong, adalah ditegah sama sekali utk tido selepas subuh yea kawan2!!)

lepak-ing at home and watching astro

tolong maklong masak. wee~ *miss her*

oh yeah, my maklong is a warm-kind-hearted person

meanwhile my paklong is a tegas-sometime-garang person

he is my dad's older bro. which is there only the 2 of them

that's why i'm more 'manje' with them instead of other relatives (my mum side)

kalo org lain, balik kg waktu cuti sekolah

tp i balik umah paklong *ngee*

my bonding with my cuzzies are bind-so-tight

maybe cause we are growing up together

the most rapat is kak in (ain) + ikin

ikin was same age with me. meanwhile kak in is 27 years old this year

kak in dah kawen and got a chumell baby named zurin arissa *kiss her*

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oke, i just can't wait to go home

eventhough it's not my real home

still, i consider it 'my home' since it is my opah's new home

i do miss my lil' sibs *sigh*

that both 'hyper' really entertaining

guess what? i'll visit them this weekend

oh yeah, last week cik tipah ajak i keluar weekend nie

cik mar pon ader plus her BF *eww*

will 'gelak x hingat dunia' on this weekend *yippie*

pelakon = me, kila, anis, alwie, koyum n naz

vanue = the heart of Perlis, Kangar

*gambar ehsan*

p/s- wanna free tan? perlis is the best place for it *ngee*

mwamwa*wink*

that memory..

2009-05-06T15:30:00.000-07:00

hi gorgeous..

em, actually i wanna update our last weekend 'ngedate' session
but since all the pics with him
i need to keep it on hold *sorry*
anyway!! i've gave my 1st draft of my INTRA report to mr roy yesterday *fuh*
and i'll get it back by the end of this week
may there is no a lot of change
and it's better if there is zero change!!
now, i need to focus on my preparation for my INTRA's presentation
a lot of work to get it done people
my benchmark for all these kind of works will be on 17 May 2009

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yesterday, he had an interview for INSTEP at JB
oh yeah!! did i mention to u that i've requested to my host company
to extend my internship till 29 May 2009?
yes, i did requested it last Monday
until now, i'm still didn't get the answer yet
they said, they need to consider it first
since it will including money matter
well, because of money i need to extend my internship act *ngee*
for my 'pocket money' in June
hey!! it will be 1 month break b4 i pursue my study
so, of course i need money didn't i?

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OMG!! it is May already people!!
time flies so fast!!
next sem i'll become the 4th year student
all people know that the 4th year student will 'bergelumang' with Final Year Project (FYP) *sigh*
the 'nightmare' will begin in 2 months ++
am i ready yet?
can i say i'm not ready?
gosh!! what a life
still, i need to face it rite?
oke, calm down faza
u can do it
u know u can do it
after all, u need to do it though *wink*

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oh..i miss the moment my late grandpa and i
it's been 1 year and 5 months he was gone
the greatest man in my life >> my late grandpa
he is the one who teach me how to walk + speak + read + write + make friend + swim + blablabla
i'm still remember the moment he sat in front of me
heard me practising for my story telling competition when i was 9
he was keep telephone me when ever i'm out with my gals
he did bought me any books that i want
he did came to skool when ever my teacher wanted him to *since i'm a school's 'hot babes'*
he did visited me once a week when i'm in hostel
he did called me 2-3 times a week when i'm away from home *college-hood + uni-hood*
and he also do visited me when i'm in the national service!!
oh my..really2 miss him
until now, my tears will drop down when ever i've read him 'yassin'
when ever i prayed for him
he was like my own 'father'
the moment i've got the news that he was gone, i just can't believe it!!
because 2 days before he gone, he did called me
order me to always remember the 'solat', asked me the routine Q's
the grief suddenly filled my world
more worse, at dat time i'm in Perlis
facing my final exam for the 3rd sem
i can't go home to see him for the last time
at the moment he was 'kebumi', i'm in the exam's hall
only God knows how i felt
that was the most sad part in my life
facing with one of my loved's death
he n my opah did raised me up
not my parent
i love him so much!!

plz God, keep him with the devouts people. Al-Fatihah. amin

p/s- the eternity is only for Him, the remain for us is memory. a beautiful memory.

mwamwa*wink*

short notice

2009-05-04T13:49:00.000-07:00

hi darls!!

last weekend was superb!!

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attention: this pic was taken 2 years ago

will update later ya~

p/s-maklang balik kg..chances for me to diet properly =)

drama-ing

2009-04-29T13:54:00.000-07:00

woot woot!!

juz nak bg tau bahawa sekarang saya sedang bz dengan report Industrial Training

di mana nama manje nyer adalah INTRA

namun!!!

sesibuk mana pun

saya akan terus ber-blogging *ngee*

untuk pengetahuan umum

saya amat jarang lunch di luar

oleh ittew

semasa saya tinggal seorang di opis yang aman damai ini

saya telah ber-drama di depan web-cam saya

hahahahahaha

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selepas puas ber-drama

tiba2 ternampak CCTV di atas syiling yg betul2 menghadap ke arah saya

errrrrr

p/s- siang pandang2, malam dengar2..alahai..

mwamwa*wink*

super excited!!

2009-04-28T14:12:00.000-07:00

hi peeps!!

i'm in the dilemma rite now

what dilemma?

nvm..let me settle it by on my own

anyway!!!

at the same time, i feel super excited!!!

because of why??

according to his plan..

he will come to KL this week!! *yippie*

OMG! i'm just can't wait wanna see him!!

er, am i exaggerating?

pardon me..LDR made me like this..

well, u know..we don't see each other 1 time per weekend..

1 time per month also..it's hard to make it

so, when we want to plan to see each other

we need to consider our both schedule

usually, before we meet

we will feel the over excited aura

and the sad part is..

when we need to apart *sob*

however!! this kind of relationship

make us strong + more appreciate to each other

anyway, 3 days to go!! *yay!!*

love for life

p/s- craving for mc'd.. *sigh*

mwamwa*wink*

tagged by accidentally~

2009-04-23T16:50:00.000-07:00

1) What is the most important thing in your life?
success in my studies

2) What is the last thing that you bought with your own money?
a shirt by F.O.S

3) Where do you wish to get married?
somewhere on earth

4) How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
before 30

5) Are you in love?
yes, i do

6) Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
pizza hut

7) Name the latest book that you bought?
cecelia ahern's book set

8) What is your full name?
Nurfazatul Akmal bt Mustafa Kamal (as in my birth cert.)

9) Do you prefer your mother or father?
can't choose. i'm prefer both

10) Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.
er, ed westwick?

11) Christina or Britney?
Britney =p

12) Do you do your own laundry?
yes

13) The most exciting place you want to go?
New York

14) Hugs or kisses?
*hugs*

15) 8 things I am passionate about:
1. Love
2. shopping
3. eating
4. study
5. reading
6. exploring new place
7. dare to make change

16) 8 things I say too often:
1. serius?
2. meletop!!
3. heyya!
4. oo..oke
5. hohoho
6. sengal!
7. tau x per..
8. akak..

17) 8 books I've read recently:
1. where the rainbows end
2. Remember me?
3. Beginning Programming with JAVA for dummies
4. Daisy's back in town
5. The trouble with Valentine's day
6. A stranger in a mirror
7. The naked face
8. All harry potter's books =p

18) 8 songs I could listen to over and over again:
1. as long as u love me - backstreetboys
2. drowning - backstreeetboys
3. no air - jordin sparks
4. love story - taylor swift
5. cookie jar - gym class hero
6. aku pasti datang - bunga citra lestari
7. vulnerable - vanessa hudgens
8. say ok - vanessa hudgens

19) 8 things I learned last year:
1. leadership
2. true friends it's hard to find
3. negotiate and bargain
4. blogging is fun
5. save money for own good
6. sometimes a girl can't avoid being emotional
7. silence is the best when i'm angry
8. knowing peoples' true colors does help me a lot

20) Tag 8 people :
whoever read this post please.. gotcha!!

aku pasti datang~

2009-04-21T13:56:00.000-07:00

beep beep!!

this entry is a tribute for him

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aku pasti datang

Biar Malam
Yang kan menghapus gundahmu
Nantikan hujan
Dia kan membasuh hampamu
Aku hanyalah
Jiwa usang yang dahaga akan cinta
Maafkan atas jenuh yang mendera sesaat

Chorus:
Aku pasti datang menjemputmu
Tepati janji yang sempat terhenti (Yakinlah)
Aku pasti datang 'tuk hatimu
Penuhi janji untuk dirimu
Beri ku waktu
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Agar kuyakin
Atas pilihan hatiku adalah kamu

bunga citra lestari

p/s- LDR is tough, thank God for make it easier. amin.

nightmare~

2009-04-20T15:34:00.000-07:00

hi darls,

last night i've got the super duper scary NIGHTMARE!!
until i'm screamed out
and maklang used came to see me
Gosh! in the nightmare
i saw a guy with a long + curly hair
he got a weird teeth. very the tajam oke *horror*
and i'm still remember why i did scream
because he want to bite my finger *motif?*
with his scary teeth *eww*
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last entry i did told u that my plan for last weekend is ----> nonton the fast n furious 4 rite?

however, plan was canceled

last saturday : woke up late n just lepak-ing at home + watching hindustan *ngee*

last sunday :

me + k.rini + maklang went to ulu yam. have a picnic. fun sangat!! after that, we went to Low Yat Plaza, Sungei Wang Plaza n Times Square. have a sizzling at Times Square before off to home. Even kaki dah lenguh2, we still obstinate to merry-goes-around the Jln Imbi area. hahaha.

and because of too tired, i have no mood to watch my fav series ---> merlin

i did fall to sleep around 10.30 pm..

around 1.45 am he did called me. we did chit-chat until 2.50 am.

and there was the nightmare begins. *damn*

scary enuff?
he looks cute isn't he?

scooby doo~
tetibe teringat citer kartun hantu zaman muda2 dulu.. *eheh*

p/s- pengajaran buat saya, sila tutup tingkap sebelum tido. jangan degil. *grrr*

sharing is caring

2009-04-17T16:08:00.000-07:00

ting tong!

1st of all, i've no intention of being ridicule or sarcasm other. it's all about my own thought on nowadays political scenario. as we can see the new cabinet has been build. the new era of politic in-the-making will be unleash. bad or good. we are the commoner will get the whatever feedback on their actions. as we are lived in the democracy world. and it's so clear that Malay who are generous to share the power with the others but yet always being left behind by them. who need to be responsible? People who give the chance to the others or people who are more determined to pursue the true meaning of success? honestly, i've no answer for that. there is a phrase sound "sharing is caring". but, how far we understand the true meaning of it? on my own observation, there is only a 'tiny' group of people who are very determined to bring the happiness to our country via their political path. it's hard to find people who are not interested to the power and money. yes, it's hard people.

recently, i've watched the UMNO gathering (result announcement). of course i've watched it on tv. i'm just weird why do some of them looks so super duper happy? did won the election means they will get everything? but i'm prefer to think in the positive way which is maybe they are too happy to serve the commoner. just like us. hope so huh. and there is one incident that kept mingle in my mind. why the people in the hall looks so hard to be control? i'm sorry for saying this. but that what i saw. =p

again, this entry have no intention to condemn others. besides, i am myself wish to join Puteri UMNO. but of course in my own way.

dang!!!

tremendous fun

*gambar hiasan

p/s- my plan for this weekend ---> watching fast n furious 4!! *yay*

mwamwa*wink*

a big girl

2009-04-16T13:14:00.000-07:00

woot woot!!

no mood for blog-ing

just wanna tell u

that

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and i do miss

those people

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kila

anis

dee

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no matter how far we are

we still remain

friends

p/s- such a bad day *sh!t*

fat ---> the taboo word!!

2009-04-15T11:56:00.000-07:00

wohoo!!!

last Saturday, i'm rushed to Perlis to attend the occasion ---> Anugerah Gemilang Siswa (AGS)
and of course i need to sleep in my house rite?
BUT!! i x tido pon kat dlm bilik sendiri
i tido dlm bilik has n laila
and also i've got the whole story directly by Chen who was experienced the 'nightmare'
seriously..it's horror!!
special thanx to Chen who was gave me a warm welcome + prepared the bed for me + cooked for me a yummy maggi
and thank God that 1 of my MPP's freind wanna share the room with me
we share the matress and a pillow
however, even she is slept beside me
i'm still difficult to sleep!!
such a PCYCHO *damn*
i'm kept imagined if the 'thing' appear in front of my eyes..
imagined that suddenly my 'truely' freind enter the room and on that time just i'm realize that 'somebody else' beside me
on that nite, we had supper around 12.30 am
went to bed around 2.00 ++ am
and i fell to sleep around 4.00 ++ am
approximately 2 hours i'm imagined the 'unwanted' scenes
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on the next day ---> really damn tired because don't have enuff sleep!!

plus, i have travelled back to K.L
around 8 ++ hours in the bus
yes, it's such an agony people

and today i'm back in the office
need to warming up to cover all the works left

before i went to Perlis, i went to visit my parents + lil' sibs 1st
aina, the toddler has become a HYPER
until now she can't speak yet even she is 1 year and 9 months
ibu said that she is the slowest chit-chatter
and i've discovered that she knows how to use my lip balm, how to open my handbag and she love to ransack it!!

a toddler always have their own idea how to make the things interesting

overweight pooh *pity him*

p/s- some of my freinds said that i'm more 'berisi'. but not only them said it, my mum also had told me the same thing!! *sigh*

p/s/s- and this issue automatically thrown me under 'diet'

mwamwa*wink*

hot guys list

2009-04-09T22:48:00.000-07:00

hi gorgeous!!

today i want to share with u my hot guys list *eww*

here it goes
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paul walker

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chuck bass

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shah rukh khan

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fahrin ahmad =p

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BUT!!

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the most 'hot' ever

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mohamed shahreen mohamed azmi
siap tunjuk 'peace' lg oke

dah nama pon sayang kan? *blush*

p/s- go back to uni to rcv an award!! *yippie*

mwamwa*wink*

annoying~

2009-04-08T17:01:00.000-07:00

hallu there,

why some men do love to yell / greet or whatever to a women who are walking ALONE?
i'm so annoyed with this kind of people
on this morning, when i'm on my way to my office (walking). there is 1 guy had shouted on me "nama jea pakai tudung..tapi..blablabla"
whatthehell?? aper hal ntah mamat tue..tibe2 jea nk jerit kat org
i'm look down on my appearance = baju kurung + tudung yang menutupi dada
so, what's wrong with it?
haih..the guy just 'sewel' maybe *sigh*
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i'm homesick rite now
miss my opah's dish (she such a great chef!)
miss my lil' sibs damn much
miss him badly *sob*
miss my comforter *err*

does anyone have a remedy for homesick?

p/s- some people are just 'fun' to do dumb things that annoying others. *damn*

mwamwa*wink*

one word

2009-04-07T16:41:00.000-07:00

woot woot!!!

only 1 word for the
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HILARIOUS!!

p/s- next movie ---> fast n furious 4 *yay!*

mwamwa*wink*

goosebumps!!

2009-04-03T11:47:00.000-07:00

intro: heeeeheeeeeeeeheeeeee (cik keliwon mengilai)

hi darls,

em, last 3 weeks (maap agak lapuk cerita nie. tp nk cerita gak!) 1 of my lovely hozemates ---> cik has yg chumel had msg-ed me. she said that our house (at UniMAP) nowadays got 'HANTU!!'

oke, the story like this..

--------------------------sms-ing loading-----------------------------------------------------

has: faza, semalam has msg ngan chen. die cakap skang umah kite dah ader hantu

faza: hantu?

has: chen nampak ader benda putih masuk ikut tingkap pas tue melompat2 atas katil.

faza: atas katil saper?
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has: atas katil faza. sebenarnyer, hari 2 pihak ofis suruh budak2 blok 6 pindah masuk blok 5. so, ader 4 org budak 4th year nk pindah masuk umah kite. chen pindah masuk bilik faza. tp entah kenapa akk2 tue takut dok umah kite. diorang x jadi dok situ. chen dah 2x kena kacau.

faza: so, skang chen still dok kt umah 2 sorang2?

has: a'a. kadang2 die pergi tido umah kwn die. tp die cakap dah x tahan. maybe die akan pindah.

---------------------end of sms-ing----------------------------------------------------------

oke, let me give uOls a clear view..

house: hostel kitorg plik sket which is the most comfortable to compare with others uni *wink* hostel in our college ---> apartment. which build with 3 rooms, 2 toilets, a hall and balcony. i dpt bilik single. 2 lagi bilik bleh muat 2 org student. so, total = 5 students in 1 apartment.

chen: the only junior student in our house. since all of us (me, has, laila, mira) in internship. she will be alone for 6 months.

blok 5: our block

since majority 3rd year students went to internship, means the block will be in "peace" for a moment. tapi x sangka la pulak, benda2 mcm nie bleh jadi coz slame x pernah sampai nampak 'benda' kat umah kitorang. paling teruk pon, dengar bunyi n bau wangi. nak plak i duduk dlm bilik single, nk kata x takut langsung bohong la kan. tp just pikir yg Tuhan Maha Melindungi. rutin sebelum tido pon, gosok gigi, basuh muka, ambil wuduk and bce doa tido. hah!! tutup tingkap. i nie pelik sket. nk tido bru tutup tingkap. x kesah la tido kul 3 / 4 pg ker. coz raser cam rimas giler kalo tingkap tertutup. even tingkap tue menghadap bukit.

and biler dah dengar citer2 mcm nie. mmg PSYCHO la nk balik kolej. dah tentu sampai kolej awal2 pagi. around 5 AM and ALONE. lagi 1, x semesti nyer kitorang akan balik pd hari yg sama. biase nyer i la yg paling awal sampai and yg paling lambat balik kg. scary oke. gosh! i hate this feeling *damn*

the arrow: where the 'thing' happily jumping *sigh*
my lovely room will make me GOOSEBUMPS!!

anyway!!!

tomorrow i'll be watching this!!

can't wait to see it!
after work, i'll be straight go to Midvalley to purchase the ticket

p/s- really hope the 'thing' will go away when i'm back. *pray* and yes, i'm love shopping + watching movie on my own *wink*

mwamwa*wink*

gumuk

2009-04-02T20:50:00.000-07:00

hi peeps,

yesterday we got a birthday party for our CEO, Mr Aaron.
the main course : KFC + chocolate cake
while eating, suddenly i felt uncomfortable. ermm.

and today, we had company's lunch.
main course : nasi kandar. but i've choose nasi putih
lauk byk giler. 9 org 1 meja pon x abis.

nowadays, takut nk timbang berat. why?
because i've gain weight within these 4 months. *sigh*

p/s- xmo gumuk!!!

mwamwa*wink*

cukup penyabar kah?

2009-04-01T10:41:00.000-07:00

hi uOls,

today i want chatter about patient
are u patient enuff?
how far your patient-o-metre?
let's discover mine
here are some incidents that challenged my 'patient strength'
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my lil' sibs teasing on me. nvm, they are still young but don't exaggerating on that, cause soon i'll become a monster

once upon a time, my BF got an affair with another gal (skool-hood). still can control even i want to 'sepak die laju2'. i'm acted like i don't know the issue because we want to take the big exam on that year. gf solehah kan? hehehe. but after SPM, we did 'brake' but for 1 DAY ONLY. he had swear to not do the silly thing again. until now, alhamdulillah. this incident really suit ---> setiap aper yang berlaku ader hikmah nyer

last year, there are 2 persons who are made menace / blackmail on me in the friendster. can u believe it?? in friendster oke!! the entire world can read what those gals sh!t on me.*sigh* but i manage to handle it. since my frenz was around. thanx a lot guys. (can u see? i'm still patient with it)

people always underestimated me. i have no idea why. but still, watever they gonna do. i don't care about it because it's not them who give me money

warden love give me the penalty since i was one of her 'hot babes'. and i'm very patient with that because on that time, my principal is ---> no penalty, no fun *rawks*

i'm always in libidinous mood when shopping. still patient after do some rasional thought. *fuh*

BUT!!
there is something that succeed made me like i want to SCREAM
raser cam nk baling jea kat atas lantai!
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BEWARE

p/s- please do remember, SABAR itu separuh daripada IMAN *wink*

p/s/s-thank God i've got the new 'mouse' *yay*

mwamwa*wink*

cookie jar

2009-03-31T10:57:00.000-07:00

heyya!

nothing much to say..just enjoying this..

[Travis:]
Hahaha You know what it is
Gym class heroes, the dream
It's hard to look innocent when I got cookie crumbs all over my face

[Chorus:]
[The Dream:]
I like girls
They like me
They look so good
In they Seven jeans
Told you to be the one
And my only
I wanna faithful
But I can't keep my hands out the cookie jar.

[Travis:]
My hands, my hands, my ha uh, my hands
Can't keep my hands, my hands, my, my, my
Can't keep my hands, my hands, my ha uh, my
Can't keep my hands, my hands, my hands out the cookie jar.

[Travis:]
You see I got this problem
I need help tryna solve it
Cause meeting after meeting and
I'm still a cookie-holic
You can hide em, Imma find them
On the counter, in the closet
And I'll say I ain't do it with my face
Covered in chocolate
My girl be setting booby traps
To catch me eating Scooby snacks
I left crumbs in the bed once
But I told her I was through with that
She still don't be believing me
And I guess that I'm cool with that
But I got a sweet tooth, that'll never come loose
And the truth of the matter is.

[Chorus:]
[The Dream:]
I like girls,
They like me
They look so good
In they Seven jeans
want you to be the one
And my only
I wanna be faithful
But I can't keep my hands out the cookie jar

[Travis:]
My hands, my hands, my ha uh, my hands
Can't keep my hands, my hands, my uh, my
Can't keep my hands, my hands, my uh, my
Can't keep my hands, my hands my hands out the cookie jar.

[Travis:]
I got a thing for Milano, Biscotti Italianos
And I never turn down some Oreos if you got those
Butter Pecan Puerto Rican,
Or them Oatmeal Raisin Asians.
Hazelnut Brazilians,
Macadamia Caucasians,
Double stuffed or thin mint
It don't matter you getting it
Cause I got a sweet tooth that'll never come loose
And the fact of the matter is.

[Chorus:]
[The Dream:]
I like girls,
They like me
They look so good
In they're Seven jeans
Want you to be the one
And my only
I want to be faithful
But I can't keep my hands out the cookie jar

[Travis:]
My hands, my hands, my ha uh my hands
Can't keep my hands, my hands, my, uh, my
Can't keep my hands, my hands, my, uh, my
Can't keep my hands, my hands my hands out the cookie jar.

[Travis:]
I'm a monster for these cookies
I'm a beast for they treats
An animal for they crackers
Head to feet they so damn sweet
Can't keep my hands, my hands, my ha-uh my
Can't keep my hands, my hands, my hands out the cookie jar.

[Travis:]
And there you have it haha
I tried my best
I went to cookie anonymous
I guess I'm a failure
I can't seem to keep my damn hands out the cookie jar but,
It is what it is

by

mwamwa*wink*

updated already~

2009-03-30T01:37:00.000-07:00

hi people,

sorry for any inconvenience for a few days just now. need to do sumthing to my blog since the "comment" navigator can't function properly and i need to edit my blog again *damn*
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anyway, i don't mind if the changes is for my own goodness =p
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oke, straight to the point. i want to tell u about my activity last saturday (28 March 2009):

this time no more damn exclusive taxi. i'm travelled to mid by bus. but somehow, there is still a bad luck for me *sigh*
and to sedap'n hati, setiap aper yg berlaku ader hikmah nyer..
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enuf, here it goes.. well, last saturday i went to midvalley. the most important mission -----> make money withdrawal at CIMB since my poor CIMB card can't use anymore. so, around 2.00 pm i pon keluar umah. gie tunggu bas T632. then turun kat stesen LRT universiti. Suddenly, i felt cam x sedap hati plak. tgk dlm handbag, buku bank kesayangan X ADER! per ke hal nyer nk keluar kan duit kalo buku xder kan?? means?? kena patah balik umah *sh!t*

cam lipas kudung, i pon seberang jalan, gie bus stop sebelah sana plak. nk tgu bas mmg lambat lg. nak xnak, kena la amik gak taxi. pengajaran lalu mmg menusuk kalbu btol. sebelum thn taxi, i tgk btol2 whether it's "teksi bermeter or teksi exclusive". skang nie HARAM naik taxi exclusive. serik oke!!

sampai jea umah, cam lipas kudung2 plak..why cam lipas kudung2? coz kali nie jalan lg laju dari tadi..heheheh..umah plak tingkat 11 oke! nasib baik ader lif, bwat nyer lif 2 rosak. mmg x gie la midvalley jwb nyer. hohoho

last2, sampai midvalley dlm 3.30 pm. biler misi dah berjaya ---> duit dah ader. bru feel nak shopping *yay*
actually, nak beli beg laptop..then yg plg murah pon worth rm99. but it's ok, my late granddad always said that, 'xper beli barang mahal, asalkan brg 2 tahan.' thanx atok..i love u damn much!!

dah dapat beg laptop, gie plak ground floor (jusco) ----> ladies floor and suddenly i saw APPLEMINT JEANS SALE!! gotcha! mmg dah lama mengidam nk beli seluar jeans. since the discount 50%-70%, tanpa menunggu lg, i pon cari jeans yang sesuai. about 15 mins, after tried the jeans, i've grab APPLEMINT'S SKINNY JEANS SIZE 27. gosh! 1 year a go i did wear size 26, but this time ---> 27. maksud tersirat?
u all pikir la sendiri. *sigh*

after q up pjg giler utk byr bil, keluar dari jusco, naik plak 3rd floor and...IPANEMA SANDALS got promotion! aiyakk!! time 2, nafsu nak membeli mmg ader. tp setelah di pikir2 dengan secara rasional n berhemah. duit ini lebih diperlukan utk keperluan lain. *sob*

turun balik ground floor. CROCS plak ader SALE 50%. dugaan apakah ini?? masuk gak dlm 2. nasib baik xder yg berkenan. kalo x, mau terbang gak duit nie.

and, the last destination also the most 'wajib' ----> MPH!! i've grab CECELIA AHERN BOOK SET which contains:

1) when the rainbows end
2) a place called here
3) if u could see me now

kali nie, mmg x bleh nk thn nafsu coz dah lama sgt ngidam book set nie. ( even kasut baru crocs pon mmg diidamkan gak!)

hikmah nyer ----> sila pastikan semua keperluan anda CUKUP sebelum melangkah keluar rumah.

p/s- saya rindu arwah atok saya. rindu sangat!! *sob*

mwamwa*wink*

change for good

2009-03-27T05:48:00.000-07:00

hi peeps!!

this blog is under construction

will update later~

mwamwa*wink*

kite enjoy!!

2009-03-26T16:49:00.000-07:00

hi darls~

OMG!! hujan sgt lebat diluar!!
kalo dapat mengelinjang dlm hujan, tentu best giler teringat zmn nakal2 dulu (zmn F3)
kitorang pernah mandi hujan sambil syampu rambut antara satu sama lain *best giler*
hahahaha. xder kje kan?
ala, bosan2 dok kat hostel
nak plak time 2 hujan lebat
mesti la warden mls nak naik
die ingat student die baik jea time2 hujan 2
tp die x tau, yg kitorang mengelinjang sakan dlm hujan!!
siap snap2 pic lg oke.er, bwk camera gie hostel? shhh.. *wink*
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dearie my hot babes a.k.a warden's wanted,

fiza

tipah

mar

ana

rindu nak ber-nakal-an sama kalian
even saat2 itu adalah saat2 yg x patut kite bwat
but who cares?
life is ours!
so, kite enjoy!!! *gaya puteri*

partner in crime: me.tipah.ana
MIA: fiza.mar

p/s- allowance cm lmbat lg jea. adeh~

mwamwa*wink*

cik mary poppins ku sayang

2009-03-25T17:45:00.000-07:00

hi peeps!

em, there is nothing much actually
BUT!! i'm still update rite? *wink*
last Monday, my lecturer came for visit
and the meeting suppose to be at 2.00pm
but, he was 15 min early and during that time, my SV still on his lunchtime
while waiting for my SV, my lect gave me some 'cepu emas' questions
and i'm just answering it with honest. i mean just answering what i know
and 15 min later, my SV came in
after warm introduced to each other, exchange name card
he asked my SV the same Q's that he has asked me before
Gosh! Thank God that all the answers of both of us are similar
in my mind *nice try sir*
then, my SV had said that i'm a good person, responsible and conscientious. *blush*
hohohohoho. all it's because, until today i'm still loyal to go to the office
eventhough, sometimes the 'bad side' of me refuse to do it
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outside, the rain was so heavy
being a pathetic again? *sob*

kalo la ader payung cik mary poppins *heaven*

p/s- i'm broke!! can't wait this friday (allowence day)

the meaning of my name

2009-03-22T09:17:00.000-07:00

things behind nurfazatulakmal

You Are Dreamy and Distracted

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.
You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.
Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.
You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.
But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

p/s- as we know this is only for fun, but sometimes the 'things' was the exactly me. *confuse*

mwamwa*wink*

secrets

2009-03-21T11:05:00.000-07:00

35 lil' secrets:

Be honest no matter what!

[ONE] Who was your last text from?
-my mum

[TWO] Where was your default pic taken?
-in my room at UniMAP

[THREE]Your favourite things?
-my handphone, lappy,watch, perfumes, lip balm

[FOUR] Have you ever lost a close friend?
-yes i did. when i was in high school.

[FIVE] What is your current mood?
-*i feel good*

[SIX] What's your brother's name?
-nazrul mubin n muhammad ikmal

[SEVEN ] What's your favorite color(s)?
-purple n orange

[EIGHT] Where do you wish you were right now?
-at home. my real home.

[NINE] Have a crazy side?
-of course i've got it!!

[TEN] Ever had a near death experience?
-so far, no. thank God.

[ELEVEN] Something you do lot?
-since i'm a trainee technical analyst, i'm doing programming.

[TWELVE] Angry at anyone?
-nop

[THIRTEEN] What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
-none. i'm still in love with him.

[FOURTEEN] When was the last time you cried?
-a few days ago.when i'm missing my late grandpa *sob*

[FIFTEEN] Is there anyone you would do anything for?
-my sibs

[SIXTEEN] What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
-what happen in my dream =p

[SEVENTEEN] Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
-him

[EIGHTEEN] What are your favorite songs?
-as long as u love me by backstreetboy

[NINETEEN] What are you doing right now?
-updating my blog of course =p

[TWENTY] Who do you trust right now?
-myself

[TWENTY-ONE] Where did you get the shirt from?
-iSentric (my host company). This is iSentric's shirt

[TWENTY-TWO] Have you kissed someone in the past week?
-yes. i did kissed my maklang everyday

[TWENTY-THREE] What is your lucky number?
-2

[TWENTY-FOUR] Who are your friends that are closest to you?
-tipah, fiza, ana, syaza, kila, anis, dee, koyum, nazrin, alwie perhaps, my housemates, jana, fana

[TWENTY- FIVE] Describe your life in one word?
-tough

[TWENTY- SIX] Have you ever kissed in the rain?
-nop

[TWENTY-SEVEN] Who are you thinking of right now?
-of course i'm thinking about him

[TWENTY- EIGHT] What should you be doing right now?
-nothing. since there is no issue.

[TWENTY-NINE]If you could wish for something over a birthday cake right now what would it be?
-a happy and prosperous life

[THIRTY] What are you listening to right now ?
-irreplaceable by beyonce

[THIRTY- ONE] Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
-my mum

[THIRTY- TWO] Who was the last person who yelled at you?
-can't figure out.

[THIRTY- THREE] Do you act differently around the person you like?
-depends on the event

[THIRTY- FOUR] What is your natural hair color?
-black

[THIRTY-FIVE] Who was the last person to make you laugh?
-him =p

mwamwa*wink*

2 in 1

2009-03-20T13:00:00.000-07:00

2 in 1 = tag + post of the days

this tag from misz nad

rules & regulatiOns:

1. Pergi ke tempat/partition yang anda simpan gambar.
2. Terus ke folder keenam.
3. Kemudian,pilih gambar yang keenam dalam folder tersebut.
4. Taruklah gambar tuh dalam blog anda dan ceritakannya.
5. Cabar enam orang untuk menjawab tag anda.
6. Letakkan link mereka dalam blog anda sebagai tanda yang anda mencabar mereka...

folder's name: medan
people in pic: kila.me.koyum.sue.dee
event: mengelinjang before departure to Medan, Indonesia for IMT-GT
vanue: Penang International Airport

and story of the days..
why days? because it seems a week i didn't update! =p

oke, last friday (13 March 2009) :
on that day, on the way nk balik rumah parents kat segambut..i singgah midvalley dulu..(x sah kalo x singgah, coz kt sana senang nak dpt cab). well, the main purpose singgah mid pon coz nk beli headphone n mkn mc'd (no wonder my mum says i'm looks fat). *sigh* after solat maghrib, bli headphone n lepak kt mc'd dlm 1/2 jam. i pon menuju ke south court utk tgu cab. so, in the meantime tgu cab, there is nothing happen. cam biase jea, kena q up tgu cab. suddenly, it's my turn and here was the horror scene begins.

the cab was a proton waja. biler naik2 jea, pkcik 2 ckp bkn main laju lg explain psl meter start with rm2, guna petrol, blablabla..disebabkan i pon pernah naik cab waja and the max fees just rm15, plus i've got around rm25 and 1 more!! the watch showed almost 10 pm, so i pon ckp dgn pkcik 2.."tmn sri sinar, segambut yer pkcik.." cab die pon jln..smpi kat area Jln Kuching, jln jam plak *sengal* pakcik 2 asyik membebel jea oke. but as long as he still driving, i layan kan jea. ckp punyer ckp, almost 1 hour terperangkap dlm jam. then, i tnyer pakcik 2, meter dah naik baper hengget? u guys nk tau baper?? on that time, the metre showed ---> rm50++ wat the hell!! seriously i'm shocked! pakcik ckp lg, lain kali jgn naik txi 2nd class, mhl..blablabla..*tension* then, i pon ckp ngan pakcik 2 yg die kena tgu i withdraw duit kat RHB bank near my house coz duit x ckup. Suddenly, biler sampai kat BSN Segambut, pkcik 2 trus berhenti. Die ckp takut kt RHB bank xder duit. Siap kne cross jlnraya lg oke. Geram btol ngan pkcik 2. Sampai kat area rumah, i pon sruh die antar sampai dpn rumah. yela, dah alang2 kne byr mahal kan. tp slame nie pon, cab yg i naik mmg antar sampai dpn rumah. BUT!! die bwat2 x nmpak mse i tunjuk simpang rumah i n automatically die stop kat simpang 2 jea coz takut ssh nk cari jln keluar.

and the most horror scene goes to..

meter menunjukkan rm91.30!!!! n dgn raser nk menjerit cam tarzan,i pon keluar kan note rm100!! s****!
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last sunday (15 March 2009):
my fam n i went to Tmn Tasik Titiwangsa. have a picnic there. who was the very 'mengelinjang' on that day? of course my lil' sibs!!

n during the weekdays, the routine goes as usual.
rite now, my fav song goes to..

love story

We were both young, when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts–
I’m standing there, on a balcony in summer air.

I see the lights; see the party, the ball gowns.
I see you make your way through the crowd–
I say hello, little did I know…

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles–
And my daddy said “stay away from Juliet”–
And I was crying on the staircase–
begging you please don't go…
And I said…

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there’s left to do is run.
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess,
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes.

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet, because we're dead if they knew–
So close your eyes…just keep this down for a little while.
Oh, Ohhh.

Cause you were Romeo – I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said “stay away from Juliet” –
but you were everything to me–
I was begging you, please don't go–
And I said…

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I’ll be waiting; all there’s left to do is run.
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess.
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes–

Romeo save me, they’re trying to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it’s real.
Don’t be afraid, we’ll make it out of this mess.
It’s a love story, baby, just say yes.
Oh, Ohhh.

I got tired of waiting.
Wondering if you were ever coming around.
My faith in you was fading–
When I met you on the outskirts of town.
And I said…

Romeo save me, I’ve been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting, for you but you never come.
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think–
He kneels to the ground and pulled out a ring and said…

Marry me Juliet, you'll never have to be alone.
I love you, and that’s all I really know.
I talked to your dad–go pick a white dress
It’s a love story, baby just say…yes.
Oh, Ohhh, Oh, Oh, Ohhh.

by

taylor swift

the people that has been tagged: aizul marcello,tijah lawa, cokolat, sabby, irene marcello, cpm honey

p/s- sorry guys, juz follow the rules =p

raining season

2009-03-13T18:19:00.000-07:00

hi darls..

nowadays..
musim hujan..
since i need to walk to paramount's lrt station, about 20++ mins from my work place
the journey was very adventure *sigh*
like yesterday, the rain was so heavy
plus, i'm wearing baju kurung
Gosh! can u imagine a girl walk alone in the rain with baju kurung? pathetic huh?
mase jln 2, raser cm nk ngs pon ader. tp, thn gak.
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watever it is.. hujan itu rahmat!!

mode: formal

mode: gedix!!

mode: cover??

p/s- to alwie, ko nk sgt pic unformal ko dlm blog ak kan..hamik nie! ngee~

mwamwa*wink*

got it!!

2009-03-03T00:27:00.000-08:00

heyya!!

hohoho..got wat? em, at last i'm able to have my own lappy!! sgt suke!!! *yippie*
well, actually i wanna buy the other model ---> DELL XPS 1530
but unfortunately the price rose up from rm3200 to rm3959 *sigh*
wait!! after my conversation with dell's dealer, DELL INSPIRON 1525 ---> i though this model also not bad huh..
so, actually last Sunday my hubby dtg kl..die adalah seorang yg gigih. that's why i love him more n more!
we had surveyed my lappy all around the mall ---> midvalley
and yesterday i've bought it
pas nie, kwn2 saya xkan perli saya lg
n the most important thing, saya x perlu pinjam lappy org lain utk siap'n keje..
special thanx to my housemate (has, mira, laila n chen)
who i borrowed their lappy when they are sleep to finish up my works (i'm borrowed with their permission oke)
also to my classmate. directly or indirectly. thnx a lot guyz =p
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and last Sunday, adalah dating yg menggemukkan.
mane x nyer, kitorg asyik mkn jea oke.
1st, i did accompanied him ate mee curry ( i mkn mee kari die sket n minum fresh orange)
then, pas dh jln2 + gaduh2 jap. gie mkn nasi ayam kat Chicken Rice Shop.

pastue, jln2 lg smpi The Gardens. singgah Marks & Spencer bli puff + chocs + candy *yummy*
lastly, kitorg lepak kt Secret Recipe. Er, xkan lepak jea kan. mau kne halau ngan waiter kat stu. i ordered lemon cheese + vanilla milkshake n he did ordered banana chocs + chocolate milkshake.
kuar jea dri restaurant, raser cm nk termuntah.
sbb?? byk sgt mkn. ngeh2..
ntah baper kilo la naik berat nie agak nyer. adeh~

hasil daripada 3X allowance
DELL INSPIRON 1525

p/s- lappy with 15.4 WCSV display and weight 2.74 kg. *gigih*

mwamwa*wink*

sleep on the wall

2009-02-27T18:03:00.000-08:00

hi peeps..

x tau la kenapa arie nie..
mata i sgt ngantuk!!!
kalo nk kata mlm td tido lambat, x gak.. sblum kul 12 pm dah selamat terbang di awangan
teringat plak mse zmn skolah
i pernah tido dlm klas
mse tue f1, time rehat jea tido *heaven*
pernah dlm klas english pon bleh tertido gak
jenuh la member sebelah cover
time ckgu dtg area tempat duduk kitorang jea, die tolong kejutkan.
thanx yer fadzilah *hugz*
adoi..x tahan btol la mata nie..
air dah nk habis setengah botol
2 keping biskut dah selamat masuk perut
kalo ader yg sorong bantal nie, comfirm dah lelap. tp ader ker?
bleh x bwat slumber badak tido kat atas mje ofis nie??ngeh2..

*heaven*

mwamwa*wink*

illusion?

2009-02-26T11:19:00.000-08:00

hi all gorgeous out there!!

i've got something to tell u..i don't know whether it's my own illusion or real..but if it's real, it's kinda 'abnormal' thing..oke, i'm telling u this.. today when i stepped in to the train (the train's theme was KFC)..suddenly i've smelled the fresh fried chicken..not normal fried chicken..but Kentucky Fried Chicken!! i'm weird..is it a real smell? at the same time, i saw a women who standing in front of me also seems smelled the same thing..kalo nk diikut kan hati nie, nak jea i tnyer kakak 2.."akak bau ayam KFC x?"..but i thought that i was exagerrating if i'm ask her.. hohoho..then, i'm just shut up and 'layan' the odour..KFC oke!!

am i illusion-ing or is it real that the train have the 'odour'??

believe it or not? believe it..

the pic's actors: koyum.dee.me.kila
the story behind pic: kila was trying to imitate aisya in 'ayat-ayat cinta'

this pic was taken when our tour in China-Guangzhou Old Mosque

p/s- today i'm damn bored! *sigh*

mwamwa*wink*

post of the day

2009-02-25T14:31:00.000-08:00

heyya!!

almost 3 weeks i didn't celoteh in here..ngeh2..bkn nyer per, nowadays..i bz sket..well, my routine goes as usual..even now, on weekend i'm just lepak-king at home..there are some reasons why i have do so..

1. i need to keep watch my money.no day out.no money out.

2. sleep until 10 - 11 a.m.zzzzz.

3. lepak-king at home and watch tv.

sgt heaven oke time cuti dok kt umah..hohoho..anyway, time cuti jea la yg bleh lepak kat umah kan? watever..em, but still..last saturday i've been follow my maklang went to her bestfriend cik yah's house. what for? hohoho..cik yah's daughter engaged on that day..so, we all yg gigih nie.. travel from pantai dalam to cheras by bus..need to travel by two bus oke. but there is something new i've learnt. to go to cheras, we took bus no u46 from k.l..almost 1 hour la gak berdiri kt stu..redo!!!

sampai jea kt umah cik yah..kitorg nmpak 3 buah khemah tersergam kt dpn umah dia..wah..nie majlis tunang / kawen? confuse jap. hoho..er, that was my 1st time attending engage ocassion..and overall, it's quite fun..especially when hearing both 'wakil' explained about the 'rules' and what so ever..

yes!last 2 weeks i've went back to malacca..ngedate with my hubby for his birthday..we went ate mc'd which is he the one who paid the bill..on his own day. he still need to pay it by himself..pity him..sorry dear..when i'm working, i'll pay the meal's bill on your birthday.. ngeh2..but hey! after we had watched movie ---> ong bak 2..very thrilled film..we went ate baskin robbins..this time, my treat..i'm bought him a piece of vanilla cake n i've got my fav ---> choc blast..*heaven* and yes! his birthday present? i bought him a perfume from body shop..and in order to gave him this, there is an incident..since there is no bag / box for the perfume..we went to thai kuang to search 'something' for his present(of course hi don't know my truly agenda)thank God yg dia x perasan kenapa i ajak dia gie bookstore since that my habit when every time go to the mall.. 1st, i'm went to the books' racks..pretend that i'm searching some book..gagagaga..then, biler dia cam dah jauh sket..i pon menyelinap dlm bookstore tue..then i found something interesting that was very suitable..ribbon!!i'm pick it up, and hurry to pay it..mata nie melilau cari dia..takut2 tbe2 jea ader kt blakang..bkn die yg surprise, i plak yg surprise nnt..hohoho..then, misi pertama completed..i've got the ribbon! but xkan la i nk gigit ribbon nie kan? then, i menyelinap lg dlm bookstore..went to the back counter..request the cashier for scissor..got it! and misi 2 completed..suddenly, i felt that i've been lost him for a long time..then i hurried find him..dia dah siap tgu kat luar bookstore..hohoho..at the same time, i terpikir..i'll do it in the sisters' prayer room / ladies..and suddenly, he asked me to go pray 1st, before watch movie..ahah!! this is my only chance..and automatically, misi 3 completed!! the perfume looks nice with the ribbon on it!! at least, x la nampak nude sgt kan?? and 1 part that i thought was so funny..mase i menyelinap dlm bookstore 2, i terpakse menyangkung coz xnak bg dia nmpak..fuh..

our date goes happy + happening as ever..we all gelak2 and have so much fun spending our time together..otak we all 'gila2'..and that announced us as a happy couple..*yippie*

till da' next post babe!

p/s-got pimple on my chin. damn it!! i'm homesick =(

mwamwa*wink*

uncomfortable~

2009-02-05T15:45:00.000-08:00

hi peeps..

well, today nothing interesting actually. i'm woke up early in the morning, do my duty as a muslim, took a bath, ironed clothes, drink my milk, kissed my maklang and off to work. suddenly, when i woz in the train, i've noticed a guy who woz looking at me. then, sumthing sparked on my head. "biler mse plak mamat nie nek 1 gerabak dgn aku?" coz i didn't notice him when i took the train. i'm only noticed him when the train stopped at asia jaya. oh yeah, actually this guy woz travelled from pantai dalam which we usually took the same bus and train. juz, the way he look at me make me *uncomfortable*
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honestly, i don't mind to smile with the stranger, but i can't smile to him. don't know why.

anyway, i can't wait to go back hometown tomorrow. his birthday fall on this saturday!! can't wait to celebrate it with him.

waiting for me dear.. *hugz*

p/s-wanna grab sister popiah before i go home. wee~

mwamwa*wink*

petua~

2009-02-03T00:27:00.000-08:00

arie nie i berkongsi petua sket.. enjoy!!!

Bibir Merekah

Minum air kelapa muda yang dicampur dengan kuning telur dan sedikit madu lebah. Amalkan meminumnya sekali dalam sehari dan nantikan hasilnya

Segarkan Kulit Muka

Sapukan jus epal hijau kemuka dan biarkan selama 5 hingga 10 minit kemudian cuci muka dengan air bersih

Rawati Kulit Melecur

Tuangkan susu cair atau susu pekat manis keatas bahagian yang terkena air panas. Pastinya ia tidak akan mengelembung dan berparut

Kulit Muka Berminyak

Parut buah epal hingga halus. Kemudian sapukan pada muka, bairkan selama 15 minit. Kemudian cucilah dengan air suam. Lakukan 3 kali seminggu.

p/s- rutin sblm saya tidur adalah ambil wuduk, pakai bedak sejuk dan memakai losyen pati halia mustajab dunia herbs pada perut buncit saya ini =p

mwamwa*wink*

holiday mood + mode

2009-01-29T15:50:00.000-08:00

heyya!

last entry i cakap mls nk blk mlk kan??kan??
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at last, blk gak. hohoho. i travelled from kl --> mlk on saturday and terus balik umah paklong without see him. seriously malas giler mau ketemu masa tue. then, on sunday my opah n i went back to our old house at masjid tanah. coz we need to 'kemas n buang' all the useless things. including my old clothes + books. opah siap bwat bundle sale lagik. sedih oke. but what i'm gonna do coz opah want to sell that house. wawawa. and he knows that i'm in masjid tanah. he called me thousands time, but i'm juz ignored. then, he called my grandma!! so? still i need to talk with him. suddenly, when i'm ate nasi lemak (maklong bekalkan pg tue) i'm heared the familiar sound ---> his bike. siap dtg umah oke. gigih btol. hohoho. mse tgh tgk tv sesame, tbe2 mood i oke. hahahahaha. sgt la lawak.
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on da' nite, we had dinner together. including my opah. best sgt mlm tue *yippie*

on monday, i'm went back to kl. x dpt jmpe lame2 coz bus i kul 5 n he came late to fetch me. 3.30 pm bru sampai umah pklong (oh yeah, my paklong's fam already know him) *sigh*
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yesterday, early in the morning. i'm woke up as usual. but i'm still in holiday mood actually. aiyakk! tp i gigih gak bgn oke. hohoho. FYI, the traffic in kl damn clear!! hahahaha. i like!

n

love is in the air

till then darl..

mwamwa*wink*

empty

2009-01-23T11:14:00.000-08:00

darl..

do we need more money to have a date?
even wanna see him/her for a while?
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what do i feel??
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lonely *sigh*

p/s- suddenly feel like 'malas giler' wanna see him. i hate this feeling! =(

this feeling..

2009-01-22T15:48:00.000-08:00

can't wait to go home
i don't know what is happened to me
lately, i feel like want to go home. (still wanna mention it)
even 2 hours more to go *sigh*
feel like to go bed *zzz*
feel like to eat ice cream
ice cream???

oh my God..

i'm craving for this!! *yummy*

see the spoons?? i'm sharing this with him.ewww =p

mwamwa*wink*

gals day out!!!

2009-01-19T16:08:00.000-08:00

hi darls..

last weekend ( sat/17 jan 2009) i've went out with my gals (tipah + ana)..actually, smlm nyer (16 jan ) bezday nyer cik tipah..so, kitorg hangout utk sambut bezday die la..disebabkan sekarang tgh dmm PALESTIN..mc'd + kfc + yg sekutu ngan nyer..diharamkan bwat seketika..sakit gak la menahan nafsu dri mkn mc'd..adoi!so, kitorg mkn kat ner jea???
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midvalley's food court..i blanje tipah yong tau foo..semangkuk besar oke..sampai mengah tipah nk menghabiskan..hahaha..em, org punyer la ramai kt mid 2..xyah ckp la kn..naik pening kepala nih..food court plak croded glr..msg2 nmpak kebulur jea aku tengok..ngan nk q bli mknn lg..cri tmpat mkn lg..azab!last2 dpt la tempat meja pjg..yg secara automatik kne kongsi ngan org lain..sori la tipah oi..aku ajak ko gie mkn secret recipe, ko x nk..pd hal harga lbh krg ngan food court tuh..huhu..tp kwn2..even kena berkongsi ngan org lain..kitorg still gelak sampai x hingat dunia..hahaha..nk bwat cm ner kn..x kn nk thn gelak plak..
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pas 2, kitorg plan nk tgk citer MAUT..tp hajat x kesampaian cik senah oi..seat utk kul 3 dah penuh..tgl seat 2 baris dri dpn jea..x sanggup wo..disebabkan minah 2 org nie x tgk citer histeria lg..so, aku pon lyn jea la diorg tgk ctr tuh..even dh 2x aku tengok, aku still suspen oke!! laju glr pulse aku.. hah! cm ner aku tau? coz mse bab2 suspen si tipah dok pgg tgn aku..cek pulse aku..xder kje kan?pd hal die yg takut!
kiki..
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tp sblm kitorg tgk movie..kitorg gie solat zohor dlu..surau cenonet jj CROWDED GILER!! mmg menguji thp keimanan btol..gigih oke kitorg berebut nk solat utk 3 waktu (zohor + asar + mghrib)..mmg masalah blr arkitek bangunan midvalley nie terluper nk bwat surau besar..nk harap kan surau jj yg cenonet + bsr sket dri cenonet 2..mmg la x ckup kn? em, kat garden lg bagus..sebesar-besar alam 2, bleh xder surau..
hampeh btol!
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dah pnt jln, kitorg melantak 'sister popiah' plak..mkn kt dunkin donut..mmg heaven popiah nyer..kena masuk sepotong popiah tue trus ke dlm mulut bru raser nikmat sebenar..hahaha..well,kalo kuar x shopping msti la best kn?? kitorg teman ana carik jam..last2 die bli jam titus worth rm300..org dah kje, x kesah la nk bli brape ratusan pon kn? ana work as a nurse n tipah intern at Klang General Hospital as a doctor..hoho..anyway, jam itu sgt chantekk + unik..worth it!!

n me??

last sunday i gie mid lg..per hal ntah yg ske sgt kt mid tuh..huhu..but this time alone..i'm on my way to went back to maklang's house from my mum house in segambut actually..so, dah alang2 lalu mid kan..eheh..i pon singgah la..then, suddenly i terjumpa jam swatch yg sgt menarik kalbu n yg dicari2 slama nie..so, what i'm waiting for?? terus i membeli nyer..hahaha..(thank God jam swatch mmg ader dlm bajet 2009)
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actually, ader sumthing yg cm x best..guess what?? i feel like i'm become GEMUK!!! wawawa..well, yes..they said i'm KURUS already..but who knows that i'm also have the 'lemak2 tersembunyi'..aiyakk!!! recently, i raser cam x slesa kat bahagian perut nie..yes darl, lemak di bahagian perut ini telah bertambah n i hate it! no more karipap or burger as my junk food on the evening!! (mkn sambil tgu bas)

can't wait to see him this CNY holidays =p

me.tipah.ana

si kakak rela diperkudakan oleh si adik nyer
warning: don't try this at home!!

this pic have no any relation with the story above

p/s- currently, i'm being as a shawls addicted!! ngeee~

mwamwa*wink*

the day..

2009-01-15T16:12:00.000-08:00

gosh..

dah 2 hari i demam..wawawa..
feels like want to go home (my real home)
also feels like want to return the timeclock ---> my childhood =p
t'ingat zmn kecik2 dlu..my opah n arwah atok love to tke cre of me when i woz sick.. *hugz them*
my opah always made me a hot porridge + chicken soup *yummy*
my arwah atok always brought me to the clinic
they are awesome + gorgeous!!

plus, i miss them damn much!

p/s- my voice turn to 'sengau' n i hate it!!

fever-ing

2009-01-14T15:48:00.000-08:00

today
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i've got a fever..adoi!! =(
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and now, the time shows me only at 3.47 p.m
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can't wait to go home and
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zzz..zzz..

saje jea..

2009-01-08T15:50:00.000-08:00

actually, i'm doing all these without planning..tetibe jadik rajin n raser terpanggil utk m'bwat nyer setelah membaca one of my fav blog..
eheh..so, let's check it out!!

1. i do love bookstores. dlu mse zmn mude2..time umor 3-12 thn..tiap2 kali gie jj, ayer keroh..(kat melaka hanye ader 1 jj jea pon) arwah atok msti + wajib bawak aku masuk bookstores. so, smpai la skang kalo gie mana2 shopping complex msti nk msk bookstores. dah jadik habit oke. mmg betul kata pepatah melayu, 'melentur buluh biarlah daripada rebungnya'..

2. i hate smokers. mereka ini sgt la selfish. smoke is the most silent killers n the most easy ways to throw out ur money. once u try it. million times u want it. one of the reasons why i do love my BF so much, because he is not a smoker. thank God =p

3. over sensitive with the loved one. ini mengade jwb nyer..ngee~

4. shopaholic. well,this is my bad habit. FYI, i already have the shop list for this month. adoi!! however, i need to control myself. the 1st thing in my shop list ---> HEAD FIRST JAVA (java's book) MPH bookstore, midvalley here i come!!

5. love to shopping alone. why?? it's because i love to window- ing the things that i want to buy. Normally, aku akan belek2 dlu benda tuh. tp, bkn bermaksud pas belek2 terus beli!! aku akan keluar dari kedai tue dulu, n gie jalan2 tempat lain. if only my mind still remember the 'thing' n have an enough money. then, i'll get back to the shop n buy it!! sounds like a weirdo, but that's me. so, kalo jln sorang2 senang aku nak pusing2 1 shopping complex without to consider anybody else. coz saper2 yg shopping ngan aku, sumpah die akan penat giler. eheh.

6. unpredictable. sumtimes i can be arrogant n sumtimes i can be so friendly. but most of the time i'm lil' baby in heart. cehh!!

7. independent. most of the time i used to live alone. yes, i'm still have my frenz around. but still, everything i need to do it by my self since i woz growing up in hostel.

8. rules breaker when i woz teenager. one more my bad habit. but hey!! my principal is, 'if u are too nerd, u will lose the colourful of life'. eheh.my 1st time 'flying' --> form 1. see, sgt nakal bukan? i'm the most warden's wanted. but thank God, that i've never being catch by any warden when my frenz n i 'flying'. oh yea, in that time, there is 2 warden: warden hamidah + warden hamiza. warden hamiza sgt garang oke. kiki.what the rules that i've breaked other than 'fly'? next entry oke?

9. frenzy. love to smile n make other people smile =p

10. frankness speaker. i'm used to tell the truth. but kadang2 tgk tempat n masa yg sesuai gak. eheh.

11. benci peniru.whoever n whatever. my ex-classmate, my currently classmate love to peeping others idea/answer. especially in exam la kan. gosh..i'm sick with this kind of people!! x bleh nk bwat sendiri ker? kalo x tau, juz sit there n shut up. x yah nk sibuk2 intai jawapan org lain. grrrgrr. ada tue siap bawak 'toyol' time exam. helloo..kalo nk jwb exam ngan berbekalkan 'toyol' baik x yah. org itu sgt la bernasib baik coz aku tau pasal die time dah abis exam. kalo x, dah lama aku bgtau kat lecturer. huh!!

12. got leadership skills. em, i think so. eheh. that's not mean aku suke mengarah. tp ntah la. bkat terpendam mula diasah sejak zmn sek.men lagik. mse f1, aku di lantik 'pemangku dorm'. mse f2,aku dilantik jd 'mummy dorm' utk 2 penggal oke. pastue mse f3, aku dilantik jd pengawas n 'ajk sosia'l kat hostel. bilik tv, telefon, kehadiran student dlm hostel, 2 sume tanggungjawab aku. then, mse penggal pertama f4 aku dilantik jadi 'mummy dorm'. mula2 tue aku terkejut gak. yela, mse f4 aku msk hostel lmbat sbnr nyer. lg pon, dorm E tue dh mmg ader 'mummy dorm'. em, style hostel aku nie plak, tiap2 hari setiap dorm akan diberi penilaian drpd segi 3K (kebersiahan, keceriaan,kekemasan). tp prob nyer reputasi dorm E tue amat la buruk ( ini sebelum kehadiran aku). pas aku msk jea hostel, penyelia hostl, puan laka a/p luto. jgn pelik kwn2, die nie org sabah. eheh. pakse aku jadi 'mummy dorm'. di sebab kan kesian nyer pasal. aku pon terima la. 'mummy dorm' yg sebelum nyer dilucutkan jawatan. bukan salah aku oke. so, aku pon tgk sendiri n cube bandingkan dorm aku, ngan dorm2 lain. serius weh. dorm aku la plg teruk. dorm2 lain siap dah cat baru. hias sana sini. bersih.amat jeles oke. so, aku pon melancarkan 'ops makeover' pada dorm aku. aku akan buktikan yg dorm E akan jd juara 3K utk mggu2 akan dtg. weekend tue gak, aku n 'anak2 dorm' cat baru dorm kitorg. teka warna per? PINK oke. hahaha. even aku x minat pink, tp terpakse coz warna2 lain sume dorm dah kebas. aku siap kene panjat loker lagi nk ngecat nyer pasal. gigih!! lebih kurang 1 hari gak la proses nyer. esok nyer plak, hari ahad. kitorg menghias plak. brg2 sume aku dah siap beli mase hari jumaat ptg (kalo mggu x balik, kitorg bleh outing, tp plih hri jum,sbtu atau ahad).
em, salah satu cara 'makeover' aku ialah, aku beli lebih kurang 10 meter kain yg senada dgn warna cat dorm (aku pilih maroon cair).kain nie utk per? haa..ini yg special nyer. aku suruh bdk2 dorm aku potong 1/2 meter utk 20 set (1 dorm=20 0rg). amik kain tue sorang 1. pastue aku suruh diorg masukkan kain tue kat hujung katil. skali pandang mcm blanket la. eheh. rutin utk tiap2 pg. disebabkan cadar kitorg sume warna putih. ditambah plak ngan kain yg menyamar sebagai blanket. sume nyer seragam. i like!! eheh. tp bukan itu sahaja. em, blr pk2 balik. naper penyelia tue ber'ia2 suruh aku jd 'mummy dorm', aku nie garang sebenarnyer. tp xder la garang sgt. bleh la thn. eheh.
so, tiap2 pg. sebelem aku gie mandi. aku akan berpesan (senior bgn kul 6.30 pg, junior bgn kul 5.30 pg) pd mereka yg bertugas utk hari tue yg berbunyi begini. " aku tau, mse aku naik dorm, sume dah siap, dorm dah sapu, selipar dah susun, sampah dah buang, katil dah kemas. ha! baldi letak setempat". gitu la bunyi nyer. ader berbaur kuasa veto disitu. tp itu terpakse aku gunakan. kalo x, diorg x takut n buat keje ala kadar jea. dan pemenag utk mgu itu kwn2?? telah dinobatkan kpd dorm E utk julung kali nyer. yahoooo!!! yabedabeduuu!!! selama aku jd 'mummy dorm' atau pape je lah. aku mgg sentiasa laksanakan tanggungjawab aku (er, naik lif tekan sendiri nmpak??). eheh. so, 2 psl la warden pon x bleh nk ckp per ttg aku. coz diorg tau aku bleh diharap, juz nakal sket jea (err, sket ker??). nie baru dlm hostel, belum sekolah lg. setiausaha PBSM - 2 thn, naib presiden kelab sains. adakah aku gipang (giler pangkat)?. oh tidak. ini sume adalah hasil undian dan pemilihan veto warden. dan yg terakhir, aku dilantik jd presiden hostel. sumpah aku terkejot gilerr mse aku dipilih. pemilihan dibuat oleh mantan2 ajk sendiri. tp tahan 1 penggal jea disebabkan aku nie baik sgt kan. nk tau kes per plak kali nie?? plz do read it in my next entry. eheh.

13. love to eat. saya suka makan. eh, silap. saya sangat suka makan. suka yong tau foo. ice cream. chocs. fun fries. pasta. pizza. big mac. byk lg. weee~

14. x bleh tgk adik kena pukul. even dgn ibu/ayah sendiri. x sanggup nk tgk. sanggup gaduh ngan ibu kalo adik kena pukul teruk2.

15. manje with my fam. of coz la kan. saper2 pon cm nie. =p

16. adore gorgeous people. especially women. mula2, aku pon plik gak, nper aku suke tgk pompuan cantik. am i lesbo?? choi!!! mintak jauh. then, now i know. not only me who adore gorgeous women. it's normal for human being. fuh!!

17. talkative. known as a 'mulut murai' when i woz in kindergarten. eheh. and no wonder aku terpilih ke peringkat negeri melaka bg pidato piala diraja n as a debater in my school also in national service's activities.

attention: this is not a tag, 'tgn gatal' only. eheh.

menggedix di depan cermin =p

mwamwa*wink*

yeehaaa!!

2009-01-06T17:48:00.000-08:00

hola..

last 2 weeks i balik kg..sgt ske!!dpt jmp b n fam..mstila best kan..kiki..i balik hari jumaat, igt'n opah ader la kat umah die..tp die xder, rupe2 nyer die kat umah paklong..dah la pnt glr..tgh gaduh ngan sharen plak..nseb baik mse jln kaki nk g bustop..jiran ajak tumpang gie masjid tanah..kalo x, jenuh gak la nk tgu bas lg..(gaduh ngan sharen mmg nek bas) on da' way, nk gie bustand, sharen kol..die tanyer kat ner..tau plak nk kol..then, blr dah sampai bustand..lbh krg 10 min pas tuh sharen pon sampai..korang tau x per jd? kitorg bleh bertekak kat situ..even kitorg control suara, tp ekspresi muke ttp main peranan..huhu..dekat 1 jam 30 min gak la kitorg berdebat..last2 baik gak..fuh..actually, salah aku gak..terlebih sensitif..ngeh2..

pas gaduh2..sharen antar balik gie umah paklong..tp sblm itu kwn2..kami gie singgah pizza hut dlu..kt dlm pizza hut 2 kitorg bantai glk x abis2..coz meluahkan per yg kitorg rser mse tgh 'fight' sblm tuh..yolah, yang aku dok thn gelak tgk mke die..yg die plak rpe nyer dok thn gelak tgk mke aku..kahkah..em, sharen ckp die blanje pizza nie, takot2 esok nyer aku x bleh kuar..
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tapi bleh jea sbnr nyer..haha..kebetulan paklong n maklong aku xder..diorng gie JB melawat ank sdare aku, dania hazira operation..sian ank sdare aku..kecik2 dah ader penyakit appendix n tonsell (btol ker ejaan??) oleh itu, peluang x dilepaskan, aku pon bleh la gie ngedate..weee...

dlm kul 10.30 a.m aku pon kuar umah..lbh krg kul 11.00 kitorg sampai mp (mahkota parade) mmg dri smlm tuh aku dah merengek ngan sharen nk tgk HISTERIA..so, sampai jea dpn kaunter tket gsc, sharen sruh aku gie bli tket..dah 2, aku pon ckp lah yg aku xder duit..die ckp aku yg nk tgk..so, aku la yg kne bli..pergh..cm nk ngs pon ader gak..tp aku sabar dlu..alih2 time aku tgh plih seat die trus dtg kat sebelah aku..die yg plih seat, pastue trus byr..ngeh2..nsb baik..kalo x,btol2 kering aku..huhu..

pas bli tket, sharen sbuk ckp yg die lpr plak..aku tgk jam baru kul 11.15 a.m..perut aku kenyang lg sbnr nyer..maner x nyer, aku dah melantak bihun grg kt umah..tp demi bf tersayang..aku ikot kan gak..mkn jea pon..so, kitorg mkn secret recipe..aku mkn 'mushroom grilled steak' ..sharen plak plih 'blackpepper grilled steak'..air plak kwn2?? kitorg order 'whipped cream chocolated ice'..serius sdp glerr..
meleleh air liur blr tiap2 kali teringat..pastue desert plak ' choc cheese + blueberry cake' slurrpp!! yg sebenor-benor nyer..kitorg xder la slalu mkn kat secret recipe..stakat mkn kat pizza, mc'd, kfc x pon food court..yg tue mampu la..tp sharen ckp skali skala..sempena birthday aku..kiki..

oke, HISTERIA mmg ctr seram yg best gak la..aku siap tutup2 mulut lg..coz takut terjerit..hehe..bkn nyer per, aku geli tgk darah die byk sgt n nampak real beb..hantu raya die pon bleh thn seram gak..eeeiii..goli den!!

em, yg plg best skali kwn2..mesti la birthday present..wat is it? a perfume from body shop..die sendiri yg plih..eww..er, nme perfume nyer x igt la plak..kiki..sgt suke oke..thanx syg..
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i do ~~not~~ love him.. =p

till then,

mwamwa*wink*

confused..

2008-12-24T13:34:00.000-08:00

today is my birthday
but i didn't feel anything
juz..sorrow inside, laughter outside
there is sumthing missing
but i don't know what it is
suddenly i felt like i have no one
shit!! i hate this feeling
it make me feels like i'm useless..
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7 years in love
i tot he is truly understand me
but i woz wrong..
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feel so sad actually =(

er, keta akak maner ek??

2008-12-22T17:13:00.000-08:00

slm n hi..

em, arie sabtu arie 2 kan..(bpr byk arie ntah nk letak..) k.rini ader jemputan kwn die tunang..maklang plak nk gie umah kwn lame die..cik yah name nyer..so, aku amik keputusan untuk ikut maklang..lepak kt umah cik yah..hehe..tp sblm kiotrg gie..ader tragedi yg berlaku..
disebabkan umah maklang aku tuh umah flat..so, kitorang kena naik turun lif..tingkat 11 weh..x larat nk nek tangga..kalo terjun bleh la..
huhu..kitorang pon gie la basement n menuju k e tempat k.rini slalu parking kete die..cari nyer cari..kete die xder plak..jenuh kitorang pusing..tp xder..hah!!parah btol!!kete hilang ker? tbe2 k.rini tersengih sambil berkata.."er, akak lpe la yg akak park kt stesen lrt uni..lpe plak nk amik smlm.." aku pon per lg..tergelak2 kt situ gak..k.rini nie bwat lawak la..hahaha..maklang dh bwat muke geram..kiki..x pasal2 kitorg kena jln kaki gie tgu taxi plak..huhu..

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yesterday..kitorg gie sogo n jln TAR..Hah!kat sogo skang tgh sales!! kalo ader duit..ops! byk duit..mmg heaven..meleleh air liur blr tgk handbag2 smlm..tp aku xder duit..wawawa..so, dpt pgg pon jadik la..em, pas k.rini dh dpt die nyer purse..kitorg gie jln TAR plak..pergh..
rambang mata tgk..serius weh..saper2 yg t'ign nk menghabis kan duit..tolong la gie sogo n jln TAR.. =p

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i dah terpikat ngan baju kebaya.. adoi!!

mwamwa*wink*

Nigeria??

2008-12-18T21:51:00.000-08:00

hi there,

em, long2 time ago.. when i woz 15 years old..nurfazatulakmal (my full name) known as a active gal in my skool..every evening i've got 2 sessions of sports practice..hockey n bola baling..(i'm very dark) 1st, i'm join the bola baling session..3.30pm-5.30pm then continue with the hockey session 5.45 pm-7.00pm..Fuh..i'm also didn't understand where i got the stamina..haha..somebody has told me..if u are really2 enjoy doing sumthing..then u will never feel tired doing it..n it's 100% correct!! i do luv the sports..

at dat time, there is FIFA 2002..n one day, i woz called by my hockey's coach to take the jersey..because i've got match dat weekend..so, i've asked Cikgu Jasmi(he teach us geography) for his permission since i'm the only 1 the hockey player in my class..(we can't go out juz like dat) after i've got the jersey, i went back to the class, n at the moment i'm entered the class's door, Cikgu Jasmi said "ok, ini dia pemain Nigeria kita..berjersi kuning.." i'm speechless n took a sight at the yellow jersey on my shoulder with num 8 if i'm not mistaken.. huhu..but the phrase dat come from his mouth.. Damn it!! nigeria?? ahah!!all my classmate woz happily laughed at me..yeah..very funny instead..HAHAHA..i'm juz walk in fast speed n sit down at my place..he got FIFA fever!! n do the most stupid joke..on ME!! then there is more joke 'bout me..but i don't want to listen it..i'm in my own world at the moment the suck thing happened..blablabla..suddenly i've heard their not laugh any more n i asked fadzilah..(she is beside me) "dah abis ker blum?" then she said " dah.." good!it's over..but!! all my classmate woz shitt on me about dat thing for the whole week!! especially the evil boys in my class..

Cikgu Jasmi luv to make stupid joke..especially bab2 ngutuk org nih..pergh..i'm 1 of the ' Anti- Cikgu Jasmi club'..sori cikgu..saper sruh ske ngutuk org..kn dh ader yg tubuh'n club haram tuh..(am i the president??x tau..) n seems i hate him, i also hate geog..oh no..1 more, org ckp kn..x bek kalo bnci ckgu..nnti dpt balasan..but i don't care 'bout it..perasaan tuh semakin menjadi2..pengikut club pon makin ramai..err, did i mentioned u dat i'm the president??juz forget it oke..kiki..em, at the middle of Feb..i've got all the monthly test result..blr dpt ppr geog..teka aku dpt per?aku dpt D beb!!! seumur idop, tuh la satu2 nyer ak dpt D..per lg, melalak2 ak kt dlm stdy room, atas katil..sedih glr..pdn muke aku! sape suruh nyampah kt ckgu..kn dah kena! wakenabeb!! adoi..selepas kejadian, aku btol2 insaf..n start menanam raser2 suke pd cikgu jasmi n raser cinta pd geog..even die cm tuh..aku kene redo..(redha) nk bwt cm ner..bek burok pon, cikgu aku gak kn..then, alhamdulillah..ive got A for geog in my PMR..so, the conclusion is..if the devil whisper to u n make u feel bad 'bout ur teacher/lect..plz do ignore it..no matter how bad they are..they still the one who teach us..

oke, the story of today..while i'm walking in the recration park dis morning..something unexpected woz happened..Guess wat??ok i'll tell u the details..em, tgh ak asyik menikmati udara pagi yg nyaman..sambil mencuci mata melihat org tgh b'senam..tbe2 aku terpandang sorang pakcik dlm linkungan 40-an bersenam x jauh dri tmpat aku berjalan..sampai jea kt dpn die..die ckp sumthing ngan aku..tp aku bwat don't know jea..coz cara die ckp tuh menakutkan..aku pon jln jea la..nak dijadikan citer, die berlari n berhenti kat dpn aku..dlm hati aku, per hal plak ngan org tua nih..buangtabiat gamak nyer..aku pegang erat2 payung aku tuh..hah!x lpe gak ngan plastik yg ader bihun goreng yg aku bli kt stesen tmn paramount td..huhu..pas2, berlaku la dialog seperti di bwh..

pakcik giler: keje ker?

aku: a'ah

pakcik giler: keje kat maner?

aku: kat jln 227

pakcik giler: umah kat maner? ulang-alik la?

aku x jwb soalan2 die n x berhenti berjalan pon..tp pakcik nie still ikut aku..mase tuh bdn aku dah berpeluh sbb takut..tbe2, pakcik giler nie pandang tempat sekeliling n berhenti..aku pon jln cpt2..raser cm nk lari pon ader gak..tiap2 5 langkah aku toleh ke belakang..tgk kalo2 pakcik giler tuh ader lg..nsb bek die xder..kalo die still ikut aku..aku dah plan nk menjerit sambil berlari..die x tau lg cm ner aku jerit..mau pekak telinga die..tp sumpah aku takut..aku bersyukur sgt coz tmn tuh ramai org..kalo x, susah gak aku..nk kata glr, nmpk cm org normal..maner x nyer, pakai bju sukan cm org len..tgh b'senam plak tuh..tp yg comfirm nyer, pkcik nie psycho..n muka die mse die b'ckp, mmg seram oke..ckp smbil besar kan mata..korang byg cm ner..bleh byg x? huhu..aku ctr ngan sharen psl bnde nih..die plak ngadu kt mama die..haha..then, mkcik sabariah ponpesan sruh bwk spray mse jln kaki sorang2..spray per? ala..spray cili tuh..syg gak makcik sabariah kt aku..kiki..opss! terdedix plak..

mwamwa *wink*

love story..

2008-12-16T20:34:00.000-08:00

hey ya!!

lovelovelove..em, i do love my BF so much..his name is mohamed shahreen b mohamed azmi..Auww..so, our love story begin in 2001..7 years ago..haha..sumtimes i didn't realize dat we have been hand in hand for 7 years!!!gosh..he said, if we are married..we do have a 7 years old kid..then i told him.."xkan la kiter nk kawen time umor 14 thn??"hahaha..well, so much stories between us..n FYI, of coz he did proposed me to be his gal..we had officially declared as couple on 20 Aug 2001..ahaks!at dat time we were in f2..em, i have sumthing to tell u..err..actually i'm lil' bit tomboy in my early secondry skool..haha..n i have no idea how come he got fell in luv with me..weird babe!!in early 2001, he woz started 'usha' me..but in dat time..i'm not interested with dat kind of things..well, tomboy la kate kn..kiki..ahah!!1 of my classmate..she is truely, deeply, madly in luv with him..flashback when we were in f1..dat gal had gave him a luv letter..ewww..but unfortunately, he had throw it to our guyz in the classroom..then the letter turn out into the ball..gosh..wat a shame!!thank God dat it's not from me..kiki..ok, back to 2001..after all kind of 'usha' he had performed..bg coklat la..present la..many more..on the evening of 20 Aug..1 of my friend told me dat he want to see me at our class..(i'm stayed in hostel) at 1st, i'm protested it..but my friend really2 want me to see him..is she over excited??i don't know 'bout dat..when i'm arrived at the class..i saw him..suddenly..lub dup..lub dup..my heart felt like wanna jump out!!kiki..we juz standing in front of each other..seperated by..er, 2 skool desks i think..then, he said "saye suka kt awk"..at the moment..honestly i'm really2 shocked!!suddenly the phrases has changed..(saye/awk??) i don't know wat to say..accidentally my mouth opened and said "saye pun suka kt awk.." ewww..dat's how we declared..hahaha..

afterall, our parents already know about us..i met his parents when we were 16 years old..actually, i don't wanna see them..honestly.. b'coz i'm afraid..yela, i'm only 16 years old!!then, 1 day he got accident when played football (he is our skool's footballer n many gals like him..wek!!)he got leg prob n got mc for 3 days..all my friend told me to go to his house..melawat la konon..but i don't want..then, they pushed me to..at last, me n syaza (1 of my BFF) went to his house..pergh..Only God knows how nervous i am at dat time..haha..

actually, there are more stories between us..but i want to tell u about yesterday..

hah!!!let me story dis in bm..more feeling i think..kiki..well, mse ak tgh berjalan nek tangga kat stesen lrt uni tuh..aku rser cm dgr bnyi tren smpi..pas2 aku pon cpt2 la nek tangga..smpi jea kt platform..aku pon trus meluru masuk dlm tren..x parasan plak bnyi "ting2"..ala..bnyi yg slalu ader mse pintu tren nk tutup tuh..lg selangkah aku nk msuk..pintu tren pon nk tutup..nsb bek bdn ak nie kcik..smpt la menyelit kt pintu tuh..tp ader 1 adegan yg x bleh dimaap kan berlaku..secara x sengaje nyer, aku termelatah kt dlm tren tuh!!!1 gerabak dgr..sumpah aku malu..malu siott..pas2 nk thn malu nyer pasal..aku tersengih cam kerang yg x berape nk bsuk kat stu gak..sume org terkejut..pintu 2 pon siap terbukak balik..aku x tau la, diorg terkejut sbb aku melatah atau takut aku tersepit..lbh kurang 3 saat..aku pon dgn slumber pegi kat tiang yg 2-3 langkah dri tmpat aku berdiri..yg x bleh blah nyer, aku pakai bju kurung!!!adush!!dah la paki bju kurung, bwat plak aksi stunt cm tuh..patut la nk terbeliak bjik mata diorg tgk aku..tp serius aku x bleh byg cm ner la kalo aku tersepit kat stu..mau menjerit sakan ala2 tarzan aku gamak nyer..baru melompat sume org..hahaha..

err, till then..mwamwa *wink*

p/s - plz do careful with the train's door..peristiwa semalam..sgt HORROR!!

retirement..

2008-12-16T17:50:00.000-08:00

hi there..

em, talking 'bout retirement..i'm retire from being Vice President I, Student Representative Council in my uni last Oct..(usually known as NYDPI MPP UniMAP) MPP means Majlis Perwakilan Pelajar..in my own version, Majlis Pelajar Ponteng..hahaha.. being a leader is not as easy as u think..it's impossible to fulfill everybody's desire.. haha..well, at the 1st time..i also thought dat it's not too difficult to handle it..(seems i've got some experience as a hostel's president when i woz f4)but..in uni, all is different..we'll never know wat gonna happen..but for me, professional is important..very2 important..ahah!there is no holiday in our diary..in semester break, only us who are still remain in the hostel..kiki..thank God we have our own place..(to gathering)it's the place for us to meeting, eat, playing(saidina, sahiba, scrabble, carrom), work of coz..sometimes cooking..(i'm borrow a rice cooker from my hozemate) there are so much fun actually, even we are stuck in the Wang Ulu..(the name of village of our residential college located)

UniMAP's SRC 2007/2008

last Aug, we had organized the 'Pesta Konvokesyen Ke-3 UniMAP'..as a Deputy President I, i'm responsible on promotion, activities (total activity is 13..fuh!!), transportation, catering (food)..the whole week, which is started from 12-16 Aug 2008..the big event woz held..but, act from the end of July, there woz 'Pra Konvo'..seems i woz handle the promotion, it is also part of my job..honestly, i'm exhausted within dat time..really tired..but i'm enjoy doing it =p

there are so much experiences being a MPP..i knew how to communicate with the others properly..handling matters in fastest way..know how to co-operate with people who are highly position..get more frenz..(we have MPPs gathering from all M'sia) all these are bonus for me..but people luv to judge books by it's cover..they thought MPP are useless..FYI, last Feb..there is a meeting between MPPs n TPM, Dato' Seri Najib Abd Razak..1 of our resolutions is 'bout the PTPTN..at last, we had managed to reduce the % of the 'bunga' from 3% to 1.5%..n now the % seems reducing to 1%..it's nice to hear isn't it?kiki..

em, watever it is..i'm happy with my retirement..which mean i will get my old life back..haha..can go to the class like the normal student..Once, i remember..1 of the guy in my class has told me..(er, honestly..i don't know his name) "hi faza, dtg klas ari nih?"..can u see??He is shitting on me..but, i'm juz replied.."a'ah"..so wat if i'm not attend the class..i didn't bother to borrow his note anyway..but it shows dat, my classmate do realized dat i'm always not attend the class..still, i don't care 'bout it..i do have my job..n i know wat i'm doing.. =p

gosh..miss him badly!!

time to go..*wink*

my 1st ever..

2008-12-15T16:05:00.000-08:00

yay!!

my 1st post ever..(i'm shame to admit it act..kiki..)well, i'm in office rite now..pretending like i have sumthing to do..(obviously, they can see me write a post to my blog..watever!!)ahah!!being an intern..i mean as a beginner.. so bored..rite now, i juz need to monitor the server..every 2 hours till 6 p.m..(but i'm check it every 30 mins!! b'coz too bored..)well, learning java need passion..so, i'm trying my best..although it's make me sick..*sigh*..

btw, seems dis is my 1st post..here is some intro 'bout me..now i'm work as a trainee programmer in pj..(God, plz help me go through dis 5 months ++)permanently, i live with my maklang at desa aman pdrm 1, pantai dalam, kl.. the most interesting is..every weekdays, i need to get up 6.30 a.m..after finish all buss.(pray, bath, iron clothes, breakfast)i'm go down to the bus stop..waiting for a bus to university lrt station..then, from uni station..go to tmn paramount..and fyi, i need to walk 'bout 20 mins ++ to the office..which i need to go through a tmn aman's recreation park..(there are many people exercise..including me..but i'm lil' bit different, b'coz i'm wearing the slack and shirt..instead of wearing track suite n t-shirt like the others)go through s.m.k (p) sri aman and a roundabout..to go back, same pathway..hahah..only 1 thing in my mind..i'll become 'KURUSS!!'although i'm 43 kg rite now..it's all 'bout sacrifice..

honestly, i'm broke rite now..need to watch my money..(come on PTPTN..hurry up!!)thank God dat i've got the allowance here..but, nowadays..duit mcm air..huhu..and i've got my own mission..the DELL inspiron laptop..
3rd year student of universiti malaysia perlis does not have a laptop??believe it guyz..it's hard to live with the money from PTPTN only..(since my lately atok woz gone, last year..)but hey!!nothing impossible..all i need is +ve thinking..and dat's wat i'm approach to..

till then..