confused..

today is my birthday
but i didn't feel anything
juz..sorrow inside, laughter outside
there is sumthing missing
but i don't know what it is
suddenly i felt like i have no one
shit!! i hate this feeling
it make me feels like i'm useless..
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7 years in love
i tot he is truly understand me
but i woz wrong..
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feel so sad actually =(